Angel's World

Zombi Night-Body Combat Theme Party

2009-08-29T01:11:00.006+08:00

Thanks to all the instructors who make this night so happening.....

Francis won the 6th Prize.

Zombi engagement couple

Thank you speech on the stage

All instructors helping on the stage :P

Francis proposing....

Photo taken before i know anything...I thought it's just about theme party...

Combating-upper cut

Group photo before start the class

Just finished make up

See our 2 faces zombi?

Group photo with instructors...before class

How's Everyone?

2009-07-31T12:38:00.002+08:00

Surprisingly i stop writing my blog for almost 3 months....actually i wanted to write but my rational always stop me...I wonder whether i'm still secure in this blog, i wonder if i can still talk and write whatever i want like last time...I wonder why i have to face this even I'm not a politician...

But

I promised...I promised that I'll be back to this blog one day and the day will come...I will make sure i'll come back here to talk and write like last time, no changes, no fear, I promised!!!

Don't blind yourself with love!

2009-05-27T14:45:00.001+08:00

~If You Keep Judging People, You Dont Have Time To Love Them.~ Mother Theresa...

FINDING AND KEEPING A LIFE PARTNER
by Dov Heller, M.A.

When it comes to making the decision about choosing a life partner, no
one wants to make a mistake. Yet, with a divorce rate of close to 50%,
it appears that many are making serious mistakes in their approach to
finding Mr./Miss. Right!

If you ask most couples who are engaged why they're getting married,
they'll say: 'We're in love'; I believe this is the ..1 mistake people
make when they date. Choosing a life partner should never be based on
love. Though this may sound 'not politically correct', there's a
profound truth here.

Love is not the basis for getting married. Rather, love is the result of
a good marriage. When the other ingredients are right, then the love
will come. Let me say it again: 'You can't build a lifetime relationship
on love alone'; You need a lot more!!!
Here are five questions you must ask yourself if you're serious about
finding and keeping a life partner.

QUESTION ..1: Do we share a common life purpose?

Why is this so important? Let me put it this way: If you're married for
20 or 30 years, that's a long time to live with someone. What do you
plan to do with each other all that time? Travel, eat and jog together?
You need to share something deeper and more meaningful. You need a
common life purpose.

Two things can happen in a marriage: (1) You can grow together, or
(2)you can grow apart. 50% of the people out there are growing apart.
To make a marriage work, you need to know what you want out of life!
Bottom line; marry someone who wants the same thing.

QUESTION ..2: Do I feel safe expressing my feelings and thoughts with this person?

This question goes to the core of the quality of your relationship.
Feeling safe means you can communicate openly with this person. The
basis of having good communication is trust â€' i.e.. trust that I won't
get 'punished'; or hurt for expressing my honest thoughts and feelings.
A colleague of mine defines an abusive person as someone with whom you
feel afraid to express your thoughts and feelings. Be honest with
yourself on this one. Make sure you feel emotionally safe with the
person you plan to marry.

QUESTION ..3: Is he/she a mensch?

A mensch is someone who is a refined and sensitive person. How can you
test? Here are some suggestions. Do they work on personal growth on a
regular basis? Are they serious about improving themselves? A teacher of
mine defines a good person as 'someone who is always striving to be good
and do the right ';. So ask about your significant other: What do they
do with their time? Is this person materialistic? Usually a
materialistic person is not someone whose top priority is character
refinement.

There are essentially two types of people in the world: (1) People who
are dedicated to personal growth and (2) people who are dedicated to
seeking comfort. Someone whose goal in life is to be comfortable will
put personal comfort ahead of doing the right thing. You need to know
that before walking down the aisle.

QUESTION ..4: How does he/she treat other people?

The one most important thing that makes any relationship work is the
ability to give. By giving, we mean the ability to give another person
pleasure.

Ask: Is this someone who enjoys giving pleasure to others or are they
wrapped up in themselves and selfâ€' absorbed?
To measure this, think about the following: How do they treat people
whom they do not have to be nice to, such as waiters, bus boys, taxi
drivers, etc.. How do they treat their parents and siblings? Do they
have gratitude and appreciation?
If they don't have gratitude for the people who have given them
everything; can you do nearly as much for them? You can be sure that
someone, who treats others poorly, will eventually treat you poorly as
well.

QUESTION ..5: Is there anything I'm hoping to change about this person after we're married?

Too many people make the mistake of marrying someone with the intention
of trying to 'improve'; them after they're married. As a colleague of
mine puts it: 'You can probably expect someone to change after marriage
for the worse' If you cannot fully accept this person the way they are
now, then you are not ready to marry them.
In conclusion, dating doesn't have to be difficult and treacherous.
The key is to try leading a little more with your head and less with
your heart. It pays to be as objective as possible when you are dating;
to be sure to ask questions that will help you get to the key issues.
Falling in love is a great feeling, but when you wake up with a ring on
your finger, you don't want to find yourself trouble because you didn't
do your homework.

Another perspective...
There are some people in your life that need to be loved from a
distance.. It's amazing what you can accomplish when you let go of or at
least minimize your time with draining, negative, incompatible,
notâ€'going anywhere relationships. Observe the relationships around you.
Pay attention...Which ones lift and which ones lean?
Which ones encourage and which ones discourage?
Which ones are on a path of growth uphill and which ones are going
downhill?
When you leave certain people do you feel better or feel worse?
Which ones dont appreciate you?
Which ones make you feel good, praises you, boosts you with loving and
caring words or annotations.

The more you seek quality, respect, growth, peace of mind, love and
truth around you...the easier it will become for you to decide who gets
to sit in the front row and who should be moved to the balcony of your
life.

An African proverb states, 'Before you get married, keep both eyes open,
and after you marry, close one eye'; Before you get involved and make a
commitment to someone, don't let lust, desperation, immaturity,
ignorance, pressure from others or a low selfâ€'esteem make you blind to
warning signs. Keep your eyes open, and don't fool yourself that you can
change someone or that what you see as faults aren't really that
important.
Do you bring out the best in each other?
Do you compliment and compromise with each other, or do you compete,
compare and control?
What do you bring to the relationship?
Do you bring past relationships, past hurt, past mistrust, past pain?
You can't take someone to the altar to alter them. You can't make
someone love you or make someone stay.
If you develop selfâ€'esteem, spiritual discernment, and 'a life'; you
won't find yourself making someone else responsible for your happiness
or responsible for your pain. Seeking status, sex, and security are the
wrong reasons to be in a relationship.

WHAT KEEPS A RELATIONSHIP STRONG IS:
1. TRUST
2. COMMUNICATION
3. INTIMACY
4. A SENSE OF HUMOR
5. SHARING TASKS
6. DAILY EXCHANGES (meal, shared activity, hug, call, touch, notes,etc.)
7. SHARING COMMON GOALS AND INTERESTS
8. GIVING EACH OTHER SPACE TO GROW WITHOUT FEELING INSECURE
9. GIVING EACH OTHER A SENSE OF BELONGING AND ASSURANCES OF COMMITMENT
10.CONCERN AND CARE FOR YOUR LOVER IN YOUR OWN WAYS.

If these qualities are missing, the relationship will erode as resentment withdrawal, abuse, neglect, and dishonesty; and pain will replace.

Spot the mistakes

2009-05-21T20:54:00.003+08:00

1st picture:

Can't see the mistake?

Beware! In this area because have A JELLYFISH.......-_-lll

2nd picture:

In case you can't see well, i stated it out:

Do you know that the passage you are looking at now has it's own story to tell? The locals call this area as "Bukit Belah" or Dug Out Hill. The exact point where you put YOU FEET on is the route where the timbers had been pull out by the buffaloes..

3rd picture:

Can't find the mistake? Look at lower right hand side.

"Can you IMAGE how many people are needed to pull one giant timber without any help from the buffaloes.."

4th picture: Not a mistake...but.......

Its a so-called weather forecast wood
when its wet : its raining
when its dry : its not raining
when its shadow can be seen on the ground : its sunny
when its appearance seems dark : its clouding
when its swinging : its windy
when its spinning around : its thunderstorm
when its broken : vandalisme
when its gone : somebody took it

Emm...sounds logic...:P

Forgot to mention: These signboard were located in Penang National Park.

MIHAS 2009- Side story

2009-05-21T12:43:00.006+08:00

MIHAS 6-10 May 2009

2009-05-21T11:04:00.009+08:00

Quarter of our goods....just arrive in front of our exhibition hall.

Our booth

Moving the goods to our booth - ooopppsss, see something that you shouldn't?

The day before- setting up the booth

Setting up the booth before start

Zainal and Oon busy setting up

1st group picture on the 1st day of exhibition

Our product display - Not luxurious but eye catching

Our babies

Our big Vochelle chocolate

Our central region sampling team preparing the drinks

Busy serving drinks behind

VIP at our booth

Recognize him? Wish to see his father.....

Last day waiting for MIHAS bus in front of Dynasty hotel

Last day on MIHAS Bus

Vico production executive(Zainal)and promotion executive

Vico Central region sampling team (Junus & Razak)

Stock Clearance sales at last day

Group photo after clearing up our booth

Group picture at MAHTRADE Centre

Last picture at the venue after 5 days exhibition

两件我觉得很重要的事 2 Things that I think it's important

2009-05-19T21:46:00.001+08:00

只有白天懂得收敛的人，夜晚才可以放纵。Only people who know the limitation have the rights to enjoy freedom.

因为成功是做你该做的事而不是你想做的事 To be someone successful is to do thing that you should do and not thing that you want to do.

Touching Story

2009-03-25T20:35:00.000+08:00

I haven't update my blog for so long, but this video just make me feel like want to share it out with everyone out there....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VJMbk9dtpdY

watch it and you will never regret.

Please don't do this........

2009-02-18T19:33:00.001+08:00

I just received a call from my mom, owner of the coffee shop that my mom work at commit suicide today.....I don't know him, I saw him only once when I went to his shop last Saturday...but from the 1st time I saw him, i know he is a good guy. Every body that know him will know he is a humble and quiet man, he is very friendly...

My mom just started to sell noodle in his shop, he is a generous man, he only charged RM 5 per day for his stall and he never be calculative with you on how you use his things. He know this is the first time my mom want to sell noodle and he don't collect rental from her for 1st few days.

The previous owner of this coffee shop gamble a lot and owe many along, then persuade this uncle to take over this coffee shop...and...the ah long as well.....That is why he owe so many ah long, but all this while he pay on time.

No body know what happened yesterday, since morning uncle said he feel sick, then walk back and forth within his house and shop for few times. This morning he still come to his shop, after a while he go back together with his wife....and none of them in the shop know he decided to end his life........

His wife was doing house core, when she walk into his room...he drank the poison, Chinese call it "kopi o" and now he is in ICU...Doctor said the chances of surviving is not too high.....but I really hope that he can survive...

Once he admitted to hospital, ah long come to the shop and scolding each other because of pushing him too much. His wife need to face all of them and discuss with them on how to settle the bill. After all, she allow ah long to take all the cigarettes, alcohol and all the soft drinks inside the shop. The worst case is one of the grocery shopkeeper, uncle took one tong of gas from him and haven't paid (normally will pay month end), and it's only half used. The grocery shopkeeper insist to take back the gas, uncle's wife can't stand the act and shouted at him :" We will pay the bill, he is not dead yet, I will pay no matter how!!"

You just imagine, they were neighbour,they should help each other but the stupid grocery shopkeeper insisted uncle's wife to pay at that moment......the gas only cost RM 20++, even plus the tong only RM 80++, how can he do this? It's too cruel...

Guys, remember, no matter how, commit suicide shouldn't be the choice. I don't even know the uncle well but I can feel the sadness, you just imagine how his wife, his daughter and son feel? If you choose to end your life, you are not loving your parents, your love one, your family and those who loves you. Please, do not choose to commit suicide. This won't solve your problem, you will just create more problem to your family and your love one.

Valentine's Day lunch plus dinner at Sushi King

2009-02-14T22:31:00.004+08:00

All the fried things....

sashimi, one bowl of sea food soup, 2 bowl of miso soup, 2 bowl of steam egg, 2 bowl of fried rice

close up on the sashimi

boring waiting for the fried plate....

2 cups of 7up plus yakult plus...not sure is cream or ice cream

close up on the seafood soup

close up on the fried rice- garlic plus egg plus rice

Valentine's Day 2009

2009-02-14T19:41:00.007+08:00

When I first open my eyes, I saw......

The 4 extra chocolate

Our memories in UUM, both of us always have a walk after dinner and ate this chocolate together especially when there is any event to celebrate for....and now I'm working in the company producing it....

The background changed...this was the night before the things presented....

All these things were hide inside his room for weeks...and now it's on his cubicle

Big innocent Polar Bear

The setting is "a polar bear holding a bouquet and giving me a card"

By the way, the chocolate bouquet was "made" by Francis, not buy one.......

The cute cute polar bear....

I really like it

The bouquet is nice too.......he is getting better and better in making bouquet

Work and Personal Life

2009-01-23T14:50:00.002+08:00

Work and personal life should be two different world, it shouldn't be one. That is why I never let my work related contact become close friend to my family. I will not like if my family talk too much to those who are work related with me.

At lease, I will try my best to make sure that. I don't like if my work related friends to add my family member on there friendster and ask them things about me. For me, if you want to know more about me, ask me, I will tell you frankly. I don't like to hide, I don't like to lie, I will try my best to give you the answer you want.

Do not try get information from my family, come to me and I will give you what you want. Remember, work and personal life is two different thing!

The chance is there...but should i....

2009-01-23T14:38:00.002+08:00

You I dreamed to change my life and I have a chance here....

If I say yes, I'm doing what I wanted to do for so long and I know I will learn and see totally different world. I know I will like it very very much. It's the moment that I have been working hard for. It can consider as one of the recognition for what I have done. The only concern is it will be very risky, I don't mind loosing but what about those depending on me?

If i say no, I will loose the chance that I have been waiting for 27 years...If I say no, I will regret for the rest of me life for never trying the one and only chance. I will close the door to the world that I want. I will remain the same at the same position until I meet another chance again at the right moment. The only thing is, I might never have the second chance...

God, show my the way, guide me to the right one and I surrender everything into your hand.

I hate money but I need it the most

2009-01-14T12:20:00.003+08:00

CNY coming but I don't have mood for that...this is after affect due to all things happened since Oct 2008. One bad incident followed by another during that period cost me a lot. I really hope that I work in those company which can still give 3-4 months bonus...

I really need to crack my head to think how to use my small amount of money to cover the big big hole....I love CNY but it starting to give me more and more pressure year by year. It's like I never earn enough to have a good quality CNY. This year is the worst CNY I have, I don't know how to help my family...

I really feel the stress, it really pushing me away from this responsibility. I am afraid of going back to my hometown now. It's too tired to stand still especially when everybody expecting you are suppose to do it. Really need God to help me, only God can provide now....

I hate money...but I need it the most.....

New Year 2009

2009-01-01T23:02:00.003+08:00

1st day of new year, pray that we will have a better year, pray that our house will complete on time, OC obtained on time, financial ok for renovation, financial ok for furniture. Pray that everything will go on smoothly. Pray that everyone in the family will be healthy, will be safe.

Mazuki Dinner-Nice

2009-01-01T22:51:00.002+08:00

Cute Cute baby Joel

2009-01-01T22:34:00.002+08:00

Cititel Annual Appreciation Tea

2008-12-31T21:07:00.005+08:00

You know know my story by reading this blog, would like to tell me yours?

Kuala Terengganu Trip during National Horse Show

2008-12-31T18:54:00.010+08:00

2008-12-31T13:16:00.002+08:00

Last day of year 2008....I'm lost. I don't know what can I do or what should I do. I don't know people that I have been know for so many years, I don't know new friends. I don't know if anything happened, where can I hide myself. I don't know what can I do if I don't want to stay here anymore. I don't know what can I do if I'm single, I don't know what can I do while everyone around me having their own plan. I don't know what can I do when I feel like I have the syndrome of getting crazy, I don't know what can I do when fell like I am lost of control, I don't know what can I do when I have no more energy, I don't know what can I do when no body care about what can I do, I don't know what can I do when no one care about what should I do...........

Stupid man

2008-12-30T02:18:00.005+08:00

There are some stupid man who will tell everyone when they quarrel with their GF.
There are some stupid man who will tell his mother that his GF forced him to get married/force him to buy house...blar blar blar.
There are some stupid man who will blame women saying that they have mood swing during "Auntie Visit".

The worst case is, when the GF ask him whether he did that, he will say :" No, I didn't. I feel that quarrel is between two person, how can I go and tell the world world?".

Stupid man will always make and break his own promise...Stupid man will get drunk and say that it's not his will to get drunk (stupid, you think someone will point the gun on your head and ask you to drink Chivas from the bottle?). Stupid man will use STRESS as the reason to get drunk (Stupid, you think only man have stress? Women don't have? Why women can get a better way to release stress?). Stupid man will keep on saying that women will not understand why man drink (Ya, we will not understand becasue we are not stupid enough to understand how a stupid think).

Stupid man will have stupid friends around him keep on agree on him saying that:" ya, we should get drunk!" Stupid man will have stupid Chicky women around him who always hug people boyfriend (putting others guy hand on her chest and take pictures) and act cute (however is FAT and UGLY and always take photo on her own with others camera, then keep on posting her own taking picture on facebook, when people commended her, she will say:" It's is so cute, right?". Sorry, unless you are as pretty as Angelina Jolie, Rainie and other actress, I will feel that I want to vomit out when look into your picture)

*This statement show that I'll not only blame guy but also blaming some stupid female who really act like bitch. You can leave me a message and I can show you those stupid female that I mentioned.

Stupid man will act to confess his fault but in fact keep on complaining to all his friends, colleagues and family through MSN, Yahoo Messenger, Meebo, eBUDDY....all instant messenger..........

Stupid man will not dare to confront the GF even after reading this blog because they will thought that problems will disappear if they never review it!!!! Stupid man will think that women will let it go if they pretend don't know. Stupid man will think that as long as they never say anything, this problem will not happen again. Stupid man will think by lying for one time, the problem will solve forever. Stupid man will not dare to have face to face talk with women. Stupid man will always make empty promise!

Thank God for everything.

2008-12-24T02:15:00.000+08:00

I would like to thank God for everything he has done in year 2008.

Oct 28, 2008, my mom was diagnose with kidney stone but it’s minor one which she doesn’t even need operation.

Nov 13, 2008, my dad suffered stroke while riding a motorbike on highway but he bang into drain instead of fall on the road, he only have some minor injury on his face. There was a blood clog in his right brain but doctor said he is ok now. After that we only realized that my aunt just bought him a brand new helmet which he felt very tight when he is wearing it on the way back from Alor Setar to SP. It’s God arrangement that he got a tight helmet which can protect his head from further injury during the accident. My dad told us that actually when he fall into the drain, he can only think of one sentence: “ God, help me!”. My dad transferred from General Hospital Alor Star to General Hospital Penang and stayed for 6 days. He has one and a half month rest and just went for his check up today. Doctor said he should be considering safe now. God is with him along the way, even before he starts his journey to Alor Setar without acknowledging us.

Dec 13, 2008, my mom and dad meet an accident on Penang Bridge. The car is really serious which need around 1 and a half month to repair, my mom feel the chest pain until now but luckily doctor say both of them are ok. In face on that day, my dad felt nausea and vomit whole night after eating chicken rice in SP. We decided to send him to General Hospital Penang. My mom drove my brother’s Kancil. A Wira bang their car from behind and they bang the Innova in front of them. Front mirror broken, all doors can’t open anymore and both of my parents stuck in the car. My mom felt chest pain and my dad’s leg was bleeding, and people shouting from outside ask them to open the door. Luckily they managed to get out from the car and sent to hospital in ambulance. Doctor said both of them are ok too.

Dec 19, 2008, my grandmother fall down at her house and broke her pelvis bone. Only my small uncle and grandfather who know about this, they decided to send my grandmother to hospital on their own. My grandmother fall down at upstairs of her house, my grandfather and uncle put her on a wheel chair and carry her down...Thank God that they managed to carry her down safely. Now my grandmother is in Lam Wah Ee and she is feeling better now.

I wanted to thank everyone that keeps me and my family in prayer during these critical times. I wanted to thank God that although bad things happened, God is there to protect us. I can’t imagine if God is not there when my parent accident or my grandmother fall down. I can’t stand strong enough to keep everything in control if God is not there. Thank God for the strength that He provided, Thank God for the ability that he provided and Thank God for listening and answering to our prayer.

car accident on Penang Bridge 13 Dec 2008

2008-12-17T12:55:00.003+08:00

Reasons to break up

2008-12-12T12:14:00.000+08:00

It’s hard to understand relationship now. I see people changing boy friend like changing cloths, one a year. I see people who have been together for years ended up break up and become stranger. I see people who have been giving up everything just to be together ended up become enemy.

Reason giving by those changing boy friends like changing cloths is to give herself/himself more choice. So they never think of to get married when they start each relationship. They just feel that they found the right person at that moment, that’s why they started the relationship. Time passed, they started to see differences and none of them want to change for each other, so break up.

Reason for those together for years and ended up strangers, they thought they found the right person, so they just stick together for years. When come to the point where everyone asks them to get married, they started to think whether they can or they want to spend the rest of their life together with the partner. That’s the time where they suddenly realize, no, they don’t want to spend their life together, so they break up.

Reason for those giving up everything to be together but ended up enemy, they didn’t see anything else when they wanted to be together. They don’t understand why so many people give negative feedback to their relationship; they only see love in each other eyes. Time passed, fairy tales ended, they are back to reality. They realize that there is no fairy tales in this world and he/she is not prince/princess, so they break up.

People can break up for many reasons. I just don’t understand, is there still anyone will start a relationship by planning to married this person? Is there still anyone will start a relationship only after understanding him/her and wanted to spend rest of life together?

Moving on the same pace?

2008-12-10T15:06:00.000+08:00

In a relationship, 2 people must move on the same pace. Just like getting married, if only one party feel that it is time for marriage, it won’t work. That is why people saying that marriage is something that will happen only when 2 right people meet at the right time, right place and have the urge to get married at the same time.

I have seen some couples, they were together for so many years and they ended up separated when everyone thought they are getting married soon. Reason: only one party feel like want to get married, the other party wanted to wait longer. Not to waste time, they separated. Suddenly, only after a while, one party come and tells you that he/she are getting married with her/his new partner.

I have seen some couples where they were school mate for years, rumors here and there for years and after too long, none of the friends thinking that they will be together anymore. Suddenly both of them become couple and get married.

Sounds familiar right? These things happen around us everyday. Why?

Both parties moving on the same pace when a relationship started, time passed, some couples realize that their partner slow down, some couples feel that their partner moving too fast, some couples feels that they stopped…….This is the time where both the couple started to reconsider about their relationship.

Some couples take only months to know that both of them moving on by using different speed, some take years, the sad thing is, some takes life long time to realize…..

Are you moving on the same pace? You are faster or you are slower? Will you catch up your the other half? Will you wait for your the other half? Think…………

Quarantine

2008-12-04T00:04:00.003+08:00

Just watched Quarantine, for me, this a great movie. At least, this is the 1st movie that can shock me :). If you are a scary movie lover (I mean real scary movie, not that "scary movie"...) and not much movies can scared you, this is one of the best.

I like scary movies and so far Shutter is the only one up to my expectation. This time Quarantine really surprise me. Warning: Pregnant women and those with heart diseases need to think twice before you purchase the ticket...

:P

Stories in Hospital

2008-11-21T23:50:00.000+08:00

In the hospital, I can see different patient sent into the ward, some of them don’t even manage to stay for more than an hour.

There was a very young patient sent in one afternoon, a young mother following. The patient struggled to pull out all the pipes and needles on his body when he just sent in, when nurse read his blood pressure, it suddenly go so high, emergency rescue start immediately, sitting there, I don’t even dare to look at him. After a while, they sent him to the operation theater and he never come back...I don’t know whether he still alive but I can never forgot the mother’s tears.

I can see some family member waiting beside their bed, just hope to see them wake up and walk out of the ward. Some of the patient has been there for months, their family members don’t even know what happened to them, and they just want the patient to talk to them again. Some of the patients were seriously injured, head, arm, leg, body...none of them is in normal shape but they never give up, they are fighting to survive, they don’t want to leave their family.

The worst case is the patient lying beside my father’s bed; he was there for 2 months. According to his wife, someone told them that the patient bang on a tree in a car. The car looked ok but they don’t understand why the driver can’t even talk, walk or even move anymore. On the day my father discharged, the doctor tells the wife, you have only 2 choices: send him for operation by 12noon and he might die in the operation theater, even come out, he will still die at the end or switch off all the support system, leave him here until he die. The patient lying on the bed, eyes opening and looking at the doctors, he might be able to understand what doctor said but he can’t move, I don’t know how he feel but I am very sad when I know this news from my sister.

His family has discussion and even quarrel before making decision. The brother wants to send him for operation and said it is his faith if he die in the theater. Other disagree, they don’t want him to suffer for another time. The wife holding his hand, sit next to him, talk to him for whole afternoon...

The family finally chooses to bring him home. When I reached there to pick up my father, the nurses alcohol rub (normally only do it on dead body) the patient, I thought he is dead, the nurse even left the curtain half open with him naked on the bed. After a while, they help him to wear back his cloth and then the patient open his eye, staring at his wife...he is not dead!!

I don’t know how is he condition now, I’m not sure whether they manage to bring him home, I am not sure whether he is happy at his home now...but every time I think of what my sis told me, I feel sad.

How can people simply give up their life when there are so many people struggling to survive ?

Thank God, My Dad is fine now

2008-11-21T20:56:00.003+08:00

My father discharged after 6 days in the hospital. He is recovering well now. Thanks to you all who sent flower basket, sms, visit, and concern. Thanks for your encouragement too, without your encouragement, it'll be hard for me.

Thanks.

Scary Night

2008-11-21T20:18:00.003+08:00

14 November 2008, Thursday, 5pm. I was in my office. Someone called my aunt and say that my father involved in an accident. No one knows what his condition is now and they didn't even manage to know which hospital he is in. The only information is the accident happened near Guar Cempedak.

I was shocked but I know I have to look for which hospital they sent my father to. I search the number on line, start from Klinik Kesihatan Guar Cempedak, then Hospital Yan and finally Hospital Besar Alor Setar. The staff told me that he is under “separa critical” condition, I don’t really understand how serious is that, but with the word critical, sounds really serious to me.

Immediately I contacted all my siblings, coordinate on how they are coming back then I rush back to SP to pick up my mother, my youngest sister and Francis bring my brother back from Penang then we all rush to Alor Setar.
When I arrived, the staff told me that my dad is in critical zone…it really shocked me. I rushed into the emergency room, my dad looks ok, only some wound on his left face. Someone told me that actually he woke up before and fall asleep again. A lady doctor told me that my dad actually suffered stroke while ridding motorcycle on the highway and fall from motorbike. They did the scanning and waiting for General Hospital Penang to accept him.

Finally, General Hospital Pinang decided to accept my father case and he has been transferred immediately. I still remember the first question the nurse asked him and his answered really scared me. The nurse pointed at my brother and asked: “Who is he?” My father looked at him for a while and said “friend”. Luckily he can still remember who we are after a while.

That was the longest night I can have in my life...really long...

Songkai

2008-11-09T21:56:00.004+08:00

Songkai-KL-Genting-Bukit Tinggi-Melaka-KL-Ipoh

2008-11-03T20:46:00.002+08:00

We took 10 days to fulfill this plan, start from 17 Oct- 27 Oct. Actually all these start from the invitation for us to attend a wedding dinner in KL. I wanted to back pack for so long, although this time is only in Malaysia and with help of some friends, but I think this is a good start. If you have the same dream as me, you might start with this plan.

On 17 Oct, on the way to KL, we dropped by Songkai hot spring. This is a good place to relax yourself. The entrance fee is RM 10.00 per person. If you go on weekday, there will not be too many people and you can enjoy the hot spring as long as you want. There is a facility to cook eggs, little tips for you; you can bring some eggs to cook half boil egg (of course, you need to smuggle in, hehe). If you do not mind paying more, you can buy at the entrance (anyway, I’m not sure how much they are selling). Francis and I even bring a tupperware with soy source and pepper (o, remember to bring spoon). Due to time constraint, we just stopped there for 2 hours before we proceed to KL.

At KL, after the wedding on Friday, we stayed in a budget hotel named Top Hill, it’s quite near to LRT station, not a bad choice if you want to stay next time. We still got time to visit One Utama on Saturday night after the wedding ceremony. We moved to stay at our friend house located at PJ seksyen 14 and we are lucky, it’s an accessible place to everywhere we want to go. In KL, it’s not a good choice to drive if you are not familiar with the road in town. So, the only place that we drive to is National Zoo. The entrance fee is RM 15 per person. At night, we went to IKEA.
Monday (20 Oct), the original plan is to get the free ticket to skybridge at Petronas tower. Too bad…it’s close on Monday. Don’t worry, that give us more time to spend in Akuaria KLCC. With Mykad, the entrance fee for adult is RM 28.00. We spend almost whole day there just to make sure that we watched all the feeding. At night, we visited the night market at Seksyen 2, good trip; at least I managed to get 2 scarves at RM 10.00each.

Tuesday (21 Oct), we make our trip to Genting. On the way, we dropped by Batu Cave. When we arrived at Genting, it’s quite late in the afternoon, so we decided just to walk around to enjoy the night. Wednesday (22 Oct) , we buy the unlimited rides ticket for all parks. Although the weather is not too good, we still manage to play for all the games that we want. At night, we went for DREAMZ the magic + dance show (tickets is free for us when we book the room for 3 days 2 nights). Actually the main attraction for the show is the white tiger and lion…which come out only around 1 minute during the show only…To make the trip worth it, we pay RM 100 to take photo with both the lion and the tiger.

Thursday (23 Oct), we make our move to Melaka, on the way stopped by at Bukit Tinggi. Emm…not really attractive, not worth it if you purposely make the trip. We still managed to make it a worth trip…because we rent a KIMONO for RM 40 per set and take pictures at the Japanese Tea House. Haha, don’t laugh when you see the pictures.
We arrived at Melaka near to dinner time, after check in at City Park hotel (a good hotel to stay if you can ignore the pub outside the hotel), we went for Satay Celup. It’s just LOK-LOK with the satay paste as the soup base but taste nice and the most important thing is CHEAP-much cheaper then LOK-LOK in Penang. Both of us eat around 40 sticks + 2 bread + 2 drinks and it cost us only RM 26.

Friday (24 Oct), Melaka Zoo… This is the best zoo in Malaysia that I been too. We can interact with the animal closely. Not like National Zoo where all the animals is lock in a cage and it’s quite hard to spot for them. The entrance fee is only RM 7.00. Emmm…tell you something, don’t tell people, I give some biscuit (anyway, next time I will bring fruits…I don’t want to kill them) to the sun bear and they all are so cute…later I will upload the video clip to you tube and I’m sure you all will agree with me. Luckily there are not much people on that day, I don’t want to do it in front of kids, just in case they simply throw bottles of stick to hurt them. The Orang Utan are also very cute. The female Orang Utan knows how to post when you call them. The male one even knows how to use a bottle to fill water and drink it from the bottle like human beings. We walked from 11am in the morning until 5.45pm in the evening in Melaka Zoo, it’s really worth it. A tips for you, don’t go on Friday, don’t go if it’s raining too, weekend will be good time, they will have animal show, elephant ride, and can take photo with Orang Utan. Too bad, I went on Friday and it’s a rainy day (and I can still spend almost 7 hours there). After come out from zoo, we walked to opposite and visited crocodile farm. The only conclusion I can make from the visit…All crocodiles are the same…only 6 poses, close eyes, open eyes, close mouth, open mouth, inside the water and outside the water. Entrance fee, RM 5.00…not worth it. At night, we went to JONKER STREET. Good place to visit, I will make sure I go again. Not for shopping, but to enjoy the environment, to see the buildings and of course to see the things that they sell.

Saturday (25 Oct), Melaka one day trip, we have the chicken rice ball near to Jonker street. After that, we went for A Farmosa and the museums around. Then we managed to window shopping at Dataran Pahlawan as well (actually just to get some air-conditioner). At tea time, we stopped at a shop in Jonker Street, they offer good Nyonya Asam Laksa and Baba Laksa. That’s really a good meal. During dinner time, we planned to have another Satay Celup but we ended up eating a good “duck noodle”. Why? Because the queue is too long….Then we end our trip and back to KL.

Sunday (26 Oct), we make our last try to Sky Bridge and failed again. The free tickets finished by the time we reached there at 11am. A lady told us that she was there at 7.30am and the queues were already very long. She managed to get her ticket at 9.00am to go up to the sky bridge at 12.30pm slot. Conclusions, to get free ticket, go before 7am. So we just go for last shopping at Sungai Wang and LawYat. We start our journey back to Penang at 6pm. Just the right time for us to have our Ipoh bean sprouts chicken dinner at Ipoh when we arrived at 8pm.

We arrived Penang at 11.300pm on 26 Oct. So we still have one day to rest on 27 Oct. Good trip? Do better online research before your trip and I’m sure you will have a better trip.

Vocation

2008-10-20T22:19:00.001+08:00

Thank god for the good planning, good weather, good timing and good experience.

Will you mind if your partner do this?

2008-09-24T15:09:00.001+08:00

Guys, let me ask you a question. If you see pictures (current, not past) of your partner being hug (the man stand behind her, hand rounding her neck with her hand on his) by another man, do you mind? Will you feel unhappy?

Ladies, is your turn. What if you see your partner hugging another girl with above post (not the first time and it is “upgrading” from just putting hand on waist, now to hugging tight)? Do you mind? Will you feel unhappy?

Hope that you all will feel interested to do some brainstorming; just want to know how you all think. If you can think better by assuming I’m the one facing the problem, I don’t mind :D.

Thanks.

Are leader born or made?

2008-09-03T14:00:00.001+08:00

Joseph asked me a question which makes me think…Are leader born or made?

To me, leader needs to be born before he/she was made. There must be something inside the leader since he/she born which can help him/her to be a leader at the right time.

Among new born babies lying on the bed in hospital’s babies room, you will see some babies who can catch your eyes automatically (I’m not talking about your own baby, I mean we as an outsider). If 3 of the babies cry together, one of them will definitely attract the nurse.

When kids playing together, there will be one of them who will lead the play. Automatically others will follow the lead (and cost world war 4). When there are quarrel among the kids, which means there are 2 leaders who don’t want to follow each others lead. There are kids who don’t like each other even at their first meeting because they feel the attention that has been divert by each other. Parents are no longer focusing on one but two. So, both of them are leaders.

So, leaders were born.

Why do I said then the leader need to be made?

If someone was born as a leader and the family keep on telling them that they are useless, they never have a chance to go to school, they mix with gangster (may be they can be the leader of gangster?!)

If someone was born as a leader but no one lead and train him/her, they might not know that they are leader. They might not understand why everyone following what they do, they might not know how to control their own ego when they realize the power that they have, and they still can’t be a good leader.

Conclusion, leader need to be born before he/she was made.

What is Love?

2008-09-03T12:15:00.000+08:00

Love is in a heart shape and it’s something that both sides should share half of it. At the same time, each side is responsible on half of the shape.

Love need to be equivalent. When love started to lost balance, both sides will feel the pain.

1) One side giving more then the other side

- The one giving more will ask for more from the other one, if the other one do not want to give more, he/she might step back. More he/she stepped back, the one will continue to give and force the other one to give. This cycle continue until the heart shape was fully taking over by one side, ended up, they break up.

2) Both sides not giving but only taking

- Both sides are no longer giving to maintain the relationship but only taking away. Each other are no longer taking responsible on the heart shape. So, both sides will step further and further and ended up the shape disappear.

Love is always too complicated for us to understand……..

Merdeka Spirit @ Penang 2008 - Events day

2008-09-02T14:32:00.004+08:00

I have no idea that I will sit at the same roll with CM......That is why I did not wear formal....(and actually I was told by Mr Franco to wear casual...) I will make sure I won't make the same mistake anymore.

Digging out my phone..while I'm on candid camera.

Looks really serious (aka fierce) when I am not smiling....I hate taking photo from side angle....
* Can you see CM?

Overall, it was a good show althought there are no famous starsssss...haha, but we have Jazelyn (A Chinese who sing Malay song), Mahadhir (A singer with a dancing group and he was the MCee on that day too)and Man Jiang Hong.

Other then these, we have a great band. In fact, I feel that this band performance is the best. The main singer named YC has a great voice who catched everyone attention. Their performance are so good until someone request them to come out again for 3rd time. The credit goes to you SANDRIES!!

A good leader

2008-08-29T18:11:00.005+08:00

There are some people who can never be a leader. Even he become a leader coincidently, he will be a lousy leader. May be he is a good leader in the eyes of his staffs (to certain extent only)and he is a good leader in the eyes of his boss (to certain extend too), he is a good leader only when everything go on smoothly!

This leader can go to karaoke, barbecue with the staffs like friends. He will help the staffs to cover up all the mistake that the staffs made, he will approve the leave for all the staffs under his responsibility, he will answer his staffs phone call after office hour to help her writing an official email.

Hey, why am I saying that he is not a good leader? He should be a perfect leader?! Of course not! He will never be a good leader.

Ya, many leaders go to karaoke, barbecue with the staffs like friends but will their girl friend being asked by the staffs to sing and being "scold" because can't sing well? Will the staffs ask the leader to prepare for food during barbecue? okok, there might be some really close team will do so.

Show me one leader who will allow the staffs to do careless mistake client's place and help them to cover up? Ya, you help the staffs to cover up without punishment to them, so they take it for granted and made the same mistake again. This time the client get crazy and shout at the stupid leader. Ended up, the leader ruined his own reputation and need to fire the staff because the client do not want the staff in his place anymore.

The leader approved the leave for all the staffs under his responsibility. Ended up, when there is a rejection, the staffs get very angry and question him "why every time can approve but this time can not?", " why you approve the leave for her but not me?", "you can cover for me, so I want to on leave!".

The leader answer his staffs phone call after office hour to help her writing an official email. "Boss, I don't know how to write the email, it's so hard." " Let me teach you, you type everything that I read to you now." In the other way, it's like this: "Boss, I'm hungry, I don't know how to cook." "No worries, let me cook for you, now you open your mouth, I feed you."

What if the staff just type the email exactly like what the leader read and didn't do any second checking before send out, then there are mistakes in the email. What do you think will happen? The staff will tell everyone, I called the leader, he is the one ask me to write like this, so it's not my fault. May be there is no mistake in the email but next time, same situation and the staff will call the leader again to teach her how to write the same email.

Do you still think this is a good leader? Ya, he is a good leader to his staffs, right? He is a good leader to the boss too, because all the staffs like him. Ya, because he can be scolded not only by bosses but staffs, he is just a doggy that everyone need in the company so that they got someone to blame on when anything happen, he has no respect from anyone when bad things happened. One day, when the boss finally feel that they do not need this dog anymore, this so call leader will be dump to the roadside....

F A M I L Y

2008-08-29T18:09:00.000+08:00

I ran into a stranger as he passed by,
'Oh excuse me please' was my reply.

He said, 'Please excuse me too;
I wasn't watching for you.'

We were very polite, this stranger and I.
We went on our way and we said goodbye.

But at home a different story is told,
How we treat our loved ones, young and old.

Later that day, cooking the evening meal,
My son stood beside me very still.

When I turned, I nearly knocked him down.
'Move out of the way,' I said with a frown.

He walked away, his little heart broken.
I didn't realize how harshly I'd spoken.

While I lay awake in bed,
God's still small voice came to me and said,

'While dealing with a stranger,
common courtesy you use,
but the family you love, you seem to abuse.

Go and look on the kitchen floor,
You'll find some flowers there by the door.

Those are the flowers he brought for you.
He picked them himself: pink, yellow and blue.

He stood very quietly not to spoil the surprise,
you never saw the tears that filled his little eyes.'

By this time, I felt very small,
And now my tears began to fall.

I quietly went and knelt by his bed;
'Wake up, little one, wake up,' I said.

'Are these the flowers you picked for me?'
He smiled, 'I found 'em, out by the tree.

I picked 'em because they're pretty like you
I knew you'd like 'em, especially the blue.'

I said, 'Son, I'm very sorry for the way I acted today;
I shouldn't have yelled at you that way.'
He said, 'Oh, Mom, that's okay.
I love you anyway.'

I said, 'Son, I love you too,
and I do like the flowers, especially the blue.'

FAMILY
Are you aware that if we died tomorrow, the company
that we are working for could easily replace us in
a matter of days.
But the family we left behind will feel the loss
for the rest of their lives.

And come to think of it, we pour ourselves more
into work than into our own family,
an unwise investment indeed,
don't you think?
So what is behind the story?

Do you know what the word FAMILY means?
FAMILY = (F)ATHER (A)ND (M)OTHER (I) (L)OVE (Y)OU

My reason

2008-08-28T11:00:00.001+08:00

Reason:

1. Relationship (all types) should be:
a. Sincere
i. No lies

b. Unique
i. Different people shared different memories, even is a group
activity, you might share some memories with certain friends
and some other memories with the other friends.
c. Belong only to each other
i. The relationship belongs to both of you only, refer to 2nd
rules.

Deep.....don't understand....:P

My Answer

2008-08-28T10:50:00.001+08:00

My answer for part one question 1 to 3 is to tell the partners. For question 4, I will ask him/her to go to hell!

My answer for part two question 1 to 3 is to break up. For question 4, same answer as above!

Hehe, I guess those who know me will just skip this entry, because they already know my answer!

Thinking activities

2008-08-28T10:48:00.000+08:00

Let’s do some thinking activities:

If it happens to others:

1. What if you see your friend’s boy friend hugging other girls?
2. What if you know your friend having 2 gf/bf at the same time?
3. What if you realize that the partner of the person you love have attitude
problem?
4. What if your friend is interested in someone gf/bf?

If it happens to you:

1. What if you see your bf/gf holding hands with someone?
2. What if your partner having 2 gf/bf at the same time?
3. What if you realize your gf/bf have attitude problem?
4. What if your friend tells you that she/he is interested with your gf/bf?

What will you do?

Merdeka Spirit @ Penang 2008

2008-08-25T15:51:00.002+08:00

Do you know anyone like this?

2008-08-25T15:45:00.000+08:00

My seat is very near to fax machine. Normally many people will go to check whether they received any fax from the machine. Each of them has different ways to check it but there is one which I feel disgusting.

He will put his finger to his tongue before he touch the paper!! Just imagine, his finger is full of his saliva and he touches every single paper at the fax machine at that time!!!!!! I just can’t stand his behavior, every time when I see any fax, I will rush to check if it’s mine before he touch it, if not, I will definitely use only tissue paper before take it up….

My crazy dream

2008-08-21T11:31:00.000+08:00

Here come my crazy dream….Francis…you know what will I say, right ?!

My crazy dream after I become rich is to have my own zoo!!!! Not those normal zoos that we can see in Malaysia now….I want a zoo where the wild life can freely move around (ooo….what if the lion eaten up my ostrich?) Emmm….may be need to separate one species from another. I don’t want artificial fence and building in my zoo (how to put a penguin together with polar bear if I don’t build a “freezer” for them…..oooooo)

I want to have a real BEAR HUG (Don’t know the bear wanted to hug me?). I want to tug in sleep by a Panda (May be I am not cute enough compared to baby panda?) I want to talk to chimpanzee like Tarzan (They speak English?) I want to ride a hippopotamus (but I can’t brief in water!) I want to swim together with shark (I don’t even know how to swim other then using free style!)

I want to pet lion and tiger on their head and tell them they are good boy (after they eaten up a zebra?!) I want to study on my zebra whether it is a white horse with black stripe or a black horse with white stripe (according to Wikipedia, they are black horse with white stripes http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Zebra#Stripes) I want to sit on the giraffe head to see further (it’s neck can support my weight?) I want to race with Francis on an ostrich (I might ended up pull out its wing) I want to train a seal, a dolphin and a whale (oh my God…I don’t even have patient to give tuition to human beings!!!)

Hehe, this is the most crazy dream that I ever had, I dreamed about this more then to become like Bill Gates!

If there is Robin Hood....

2008-08-21T10:47:00.001+08:00

If there is a ROBIN HOOD like him http://robinhood702.com/ , what will I request from him? What kind of help that I need?

Hmm….to be someone selfish, I will ask him to clear all my debts…. (before that, I will go and book for a bungalow, a brand new car, buy insurance for every one in my family, book a trip to Europe…..etc :P)

Actually I have a dream, I wanted to be rich, I want to be someone like Bill Gates, and I wanted to help the needs. Of course, I am still selfish, I want my family to have enough (that will mean, cost for my mom to start her own restaurant, cost for my father to retired, cost for my siblings to finish their study, cost for my new house renovation, cost for my wedding and cost of a overseas family trip, haha).

I wanted to set up a fund with organized committee who will help poor family to start their new life. Poor can pass from generation to generation until someone makes some changes in the family. A poor woman married to a poor man, follow by poor children and they have a poor family. Worst is, the parents are not educated and don’t know anything about family planning, so, they have more and more children. Ended up, the family becomes poorer family.

The children grow up in a poor family with siblings. They will never have time to study, may be they really lucky to have a bright brain…too bad, the parents have no money to send them for further study. The children will need to stop studying and start work at very young age…and become next generation of poor…..(Don’t make it wrong, I am not bias on poor, I am from a poor family too, I understand what it feels like to be poor)

Sometimes, it’s not that the parents don’t have skills, it’s not that the parents don’t want their children to further study and get a good job, it’s all because of they don’t have the money. I wished someone will send me money to fix my teeth, I wished someone will help me to further my study in communication at Taiwan, I wished someone will give my family some money to stop my parents from quarreling. I know…I know there are many things that money can do to help this kind of family. That is why I wanted to set up this fund and this organization…

The organization will do background checking on the family and will provide fund to the needed family to set up a business, help those who don’t know about business to get a better job, help their children to further study or learned some needed skills…..The fund is just for them to start something which will bring continuous income to them (don’t think too much, you still need to work hard to get money…you think there will be any moron who will sponsor you to sit at home?

Sounds so graceful? Not really, I just don’t want anyone else to experience those bad things that happened to me. Remember, my priority is still to help my family first, so I’m not that graceful too.

This is the serious dream...actually I have another crazy dream....to be continue...

My Past 2

2008-08-19T11:42:00.004+08:00

To make it worst, I am not pretty. I don’t know why, students in my class seems to have all good things happened in their life. They born in a rich family, they are good looking, they are good in their study, their parents know how to “bride” the teacher and they know how to make the teacher happy…..You will be surprise; not only adult but even primary students have politics in their school. Obviously, I lost in everything.

Parents need to collect the reports card from class teacher every one semester, that was my nightmare and it repeated 3 times a year since standard 3 (I have the same class teacher for 3 years). The teacher who named Lau always complained about me to my mother because she knows my mother will definitely beat me. If I quarrel or have argument with my classmates, it will definitely be my fault. There was one time my friend bite my hand until it’s obviously injured and ended up I was beaten by my mother.

May be you are thinking of beating in soft way…NO!! I will be beaten up by belt, by hanger, by cane….etc. All my neighbors know I was beaten because I can’t stop screaming (1. as objection, 2. is PAIN both physically and mentally). Worst thing is,next day,the teacher will ask whether I was beaten up IN FRONT OF the CLASS during her teaching and show everyone my wounds. Then she will PROUDLY announce to the class that this is because I’m a bad student. So, class will laugh and parents will make sure that no one can be my friend. Of course I revenge, I become “naughty”, I get more attention but I get beaten up by my mother more.

Nearer to UPSR, we have extra classes, we have more and more exam to keep us well prepared (I’m lucky that I didn’t really study but my result getting better and better so their never manage to kick me out of 1st class). In all the exam, I always get bad result, those pretty girls and handsome boys always get really good result. Madam Lau told my mother, “your daughter is useless, she can’t study, she will not have future and I don’t know how to help her.” I was beaten up for that again and that was my last time…WHY?

I get STARIGHT A’s in my UPSR, I can skip my “pre-secondary” class (this is the old system to help student adapt to secondary school easier it takes one year –for Chinese educated only)!! Tell you what, in my class, only 6 of us from middle ranking who get straight A’s and go immediately to form 1!

That’s the time my mother realized that the teacher actually bias at me…and that is the time I realized that I can do better, I am better in some sense compared to the pretty in my class. I’m who I’m now, I am independent, I am tough, I am very happy with my job….and I thank God for stopping me from turning into a gangster….I feel thankful for everything I have, I feel thankful for all the bad experience (although it still hurt me every time thinking of it) and I hope that I can do more to repair all have been broken (it broke my relationship with my father too, I was embarrassing him all the time) by the BIAS teacher named LAU SAI ENG (not sure with the spelling, but this is the pronunciation). I want to tell her that I AM GOOD and I HAVE A GREAT FUTURE now.

My Past1

2008-08-19T10:10:00.001+08:00

I always listen to MY FM on my way to work. Today, they discuss whether some one outlook will bring any different in their life.

This make me think of my pass…AGAIN. Those new friends that I meet after my primary school will never can imagine who I was in my primary school. In primary school, I was isolated by friends and family. While I was trying hard to get closer to them, actually I pushed myself further from them and these cycles never end until I get into my secondary school.

At that time, I never understand why this happen to me. After I enter secondary school, I realize that might because of my class teacher. My primary school divided students into class according to their results, start from number 1 to 40, 41-80 and same as the rest. Obviously, all the good result students will be in the first class and only “good”, “qualified” teacher can teach the first class student. So, the competition is not only among students but among teachers too. Students in the first class will feel really proud to themselves same as the teachers.

Most of the students in first class are from rich family, only some of them like me who come from medium lower class or poor family. Too bad, my result was neither good to be top in the class nor bad to be the bottom of the class. So, I can’t mix with those top students and I can’t mix with those bad students, I am in the middle….Teachers who tough our class also the same, they are rich, most of them are pretty and there are very proud to be our class teacher….

The problem occurred here, teachers who come in my class is to teach good students, for students with not too good results will be isolated. So, some of them choose to give up. I didn’t, so I was isolated again….

李宗伟vs林丹

2008-08-18T12:22:00.003+08:00

这三天以来的心情好像过山车一样，时而兴奋无比，时而担心不已；昨天，变成忐忑不安，到最后，变成大失所望。。。

从一开始的半决赛，对上李炫一的时候，我就一直在为李宗伟祷告，我真得很希望他可以为马来西亚带来我们的第一面奖牌。结果，他赢了，虽然是险胜，至少一面奖牌肯定到手，我对他的期望也提高了。

虽然，最后马来西亚还是成功拿下银牌，但是，我没想到李宗伟会惨败。从一开始就被林丹控制的比赛情况，真的让我的心一直往谷底掉。李宗伟是一个出色的选手，可惜，抗压能力实在有待改进，尤其是对上像林丹一样能控制现场的能手。

林丹，之所以会是中国的宝，除了因为他的技术，样貌，也因为他知道什么时候做什么事。就拿昨晚的决赛，他来势汹汹的眼神，自信满满的肢体动作，牵引了在场所有人的目光，就连犯了错，也懂得控制情绪，没有露出可恨的表情。在最后一分到手前，全场观众已经在狂叫，他也懂得收敛，控制观众。得分后，跟懂得回馈观众，向他们道谢，拥抱。

这场球赛如果在马来西亚进行，也许，李宗伟赢的机会比较大，但是，我敢肯定，李宗伟不会像林丹一样懂得如何控制观众，也不会像林丹一样，即使不比赛了，还会吸引众人的目光。因为，马来西亚的运动员不懂得包装，不懂得与观众沟通，不懂得制造明星效应。

也许，有人会说，打球就打球，最重要是技术。对，当你正在努力向上爬的时候，你要技术。但是，当你来到李宗伟和林丹这个位置，是什么让他们又分别？就是抗压，控制观众的能力，当然，还有明星效应。你有技术，一开始就赢了三分，可以抗压，又赢了三分，如果你有明星效应，会吸引很多人为你加油，气势上你又赢了三分，最后那一分，是你如何控制观众，让观众为你喝彩，让观众为你对抗对手，如果，这些你都有，那你就是个冠军。

李宗伟，你是个有能力有技术的选手，我们期望你更出色的表现。谢谢你带给我们的希望，愿你有更美好的明天，为马来西亚，为你自己争光！

Women are strong

2008-08-13T21:49:00.000+08:00

Women are strong. Why?
1) Women can tolerate with higher stress.
a. Even get scolded in the office, women can still prepare food after going home.
b. Women know when and how to release stress.

2) Women know what to bring back and what to leave in the office
a. When women leave office, they will leave all the work, problem and stress in office.
b. When they reach home, they forget everything until the next morning.

3) Women can still pay bills on time and buy groceries
a. Even when they are busy with office work, they will remember to buy stuff needed by family and pay bills on time.

4) Women think of how to be stronger and how to be more independent if she lost her husband (betrayed, divorced, died)
a. If men lost his wife, he will look for another replacement…immediately!!!

Online Messenger and my friends

2008-08-12T10:33:00.000+08:00

Everyday I sign in to my online messenger when I arrive in office but I seldom chat unless there is any issue or information that I need form someone on my list. Why I still sign in even though I do not chat? I just want to sign in to tell everyone (if there is anyone who cares) that I am fine today. At the same time, I want to make sure that everyone on my list is fine too, so I will actually check on my list after I sign in.

I will know if there is someone not there, I will know the routine where there is someone who will sign in on alternative month, some one who sign in for only 4 days, etc. For someone who usually signs in everyday, it’s ok that you do not sign in for only one or two days but I will start to wonder where you are if you do not sign in for more then 2 weeks. I will start to pay attention to you and wait for you to sign in, if there is no response, I will sms, then I will call, just to make sure that you are ok.

I have no many friends, only a few which close to me. When I say close means once in a while update some news at messenger, see some update in Friendster, may be add on some sms….no meet up, no hang out, no shopping together….(which might means normal friend to others). There are some name on my list that I never know them in person (Iris, Daniel, Derrick, Grace, Din, Vincent…), we communicate and know each other only through messenger but they has been there for years….and I still care.

To make it short, that means I never maintain my relationship with friends. But I care actually, I care if they suddenly disappear, I care if they face any problem and I care if they will still come to me when they need someone to talk to.

Dragon Boat Festival

2008-08-07T15:38:00.000+08:00

You Dragon Boat Festival passed for 4 days but I still feel the lost. When I joined Penang Tourism Penang Action Council (PTAC) for my 3 months practical training, Dragon Boat Festival is the first big project that I involved the most. I guess that is why I always like Dragon Boat Festival.

I know no one in the participating teams but I still like to be at the site, looking at them, feeling their fighting spirit while racing, feel their enjoyment when relaxing, and feel their happiness when they win.

I know some of the organizing committees, I know some of the liaison official, I might not know their name, but surprisingly they remember me even after I left PTAC for 3 years. They still remember which year I was there, we still can chat like we know each other for very long, I really make friends there, at lease I know Amos- camera man, Adrian – Photographer, Mr Geh – President of Penang Dragon boat Association, Peter, James – Committee (always have an eyes on me, worry that some guys disturb me), Mr Mok – Ex YB Assistant (very very good guy), Lydia – Assistant manager in Penang Development Centre, Lina –YB Danny Law’s secretary.

I really miss the time when we have celebration dinner, I always waiting for the dinner to come, it’s not about the food, and it’s about the fun that we all will have. Although I missed the party part this year, it’s still a sweet memory for me…………at lease I was a part of 6th Club Crew World Championships and 8th of Asian Dragon Boat Championships Teluk Bahang Dam, Penang, Malaysia 31 July – 3 August 2008.

PIDBF

2008-08-06T21:51:00.004+08:00

Bon Odori

2008-08-04T21:12:00.003+08:00

Ways to die

2008-07-29T21:30:00.003+08:00

If you got a chance to choose, in what way will you choose to die? A quick one? "Bang" and you are gone? Or a slow one, cancer and wait for years?

If I can choose, may be I would like a quick one, but not too quick...at lease minutes for me to say goodbye. Anyway, if really don't have the time...I hope that everyone left behind will remember me forever but not mourn for me forever. Life will still go on, no matter who died.

Of course, I can't choose, God know how and when I will die, what I can do is just listen to His word and do what he want me to do and die when he want to see me. At that moment, I want no regrets, so I will live my life to maximum. I promise.

Governor's Birthday

2008-07-12T20:43:00.007+08:00

12 July 2008, for the first time, I was one of the guest invited to Governor's birthday tea ceremony. I even need to borrow my cloths from friends. Let's take a look:

My Kebaya Look

It was a simple party with some buffet food and some music performance. Of course, there were some important people.

Here come the Most Important Person:

Governor Penang

Governor Penang and Toh Puan

The second important person:

YB Lim Guan Eng and his wife (behind me)

Last time he was the second important person, anyway, he is still important for me:

Tan Sri Dr Khor Tsu Koon

He is still a strong man:

Karpal Sign

You know who is she, don't you?

Our World Champian

Datuk Nichole David

TYT Yang Di Pertua Negeri Pulau Pinang's Birthday Tea Ceremony

2008-07-10T21:39:00.004+08:00

I received a surprising call today. Mr Shahul from TYT office called me and invited me to attend TYT Yang Di Pertua Negeri Pulau Pinang's birthday tea ceremony. Of course i won't let go the chance. Immediately i sent a hamper to TYT office at Sri Mutiara near to Hospital Pulau Pinang.

This is the invitation card.

The programs

Thanks to Mr Shahul that insert my name on the card, i am expecting some general invitation card with no name inside.

Envy

2008-06-26T12:44:00.000+08:00

Wherever there is human, there are envies. People will feel envy because you get a good new job, people will feel envy when you have a good pay, people will feel envy when you can claim mileage but she can’t, people will feel envy when you buy a new house, people will feel envy if you married to a good husband, people will feel envy if you drive new car, people will feel envy……..if you live better then her/him.

PIZZA HUT - Pt 1

2008-06-24T11:05:00.002+08:00

I like Pizza Hut very much since my 1st time trying it. The mushroom soup WAS really nice, the meal WAS value worthy and Pizza Hut service WAS really nice too. This is not the first time I experience bad service from Pizza Hut and this is not the first Pizza Hut branch that I compliant of too.

Why don’t I just walk away instead of keep on complaining about Pizza Hut? This is because I missed the feeling that Pizza Hut gave me last time, I want Pizza Hut to be a better Pizza Hut and not the one with all the qualities going down. I am worry that one day Pizza Hut will disappear and I am worry that the day will come soon.

Pizza Hut will have a promotion browser putting on each table. Make sure you read that one before you open up your menu or else you will feel cheated like I do. The case is:

Number of people: 3
Customer: 2 table (when we walked in)
Staffs: MANY
Branch: Pizza Hut in Giant Hypermarket Sungai Petani

1) The waitress approached us nicely with a sweet smile and she is a trainee. I’m not sure whether she was trained not to tell us about what offer that they have or she don’t know that she need to tell us. We decided to order a set of STARZBITES meal for 2 people (RM 28.90) and add one another normal meal 1 for one person (RM 11.80) because my mother want to have 2 types of different pizza. The trainee ask us whether want to add on cheese or change the soft drinks to other drinks and when I ask the price, she said she don’t know but of cause is lower then RM 10.00 (if she is not a trainee, I am sure I’ll screw her up on the spot). So she repeated the order, tell me that the pizza will be served in 17 minutes as usual and move away.

While waiting more and more customer came in for their meals, I was boring so I started to look at the browser on the table. Then I saw this:

Sensasi Delight set for one person cost us only RM 8. 92 after tax.

The meal one that I ordered cost me RM 11.80 not including tax yet.

So I asked the trainee what is the different between this sensasi delight set with meal 1 that I ordered. She gave the most FUUNY answer that I can ever expect: “Oh, sensasi delight set is cheaper with extra one plate of breadstick and your meal one is more expensive and nothing extra lor.”

You should see my face at that historical, breathtaking moment; she almost turns me into Incredible Hulk! It is ok, I didn’t argue with her, because I am the stupid one who did not read the promotion browser before I order (although I still feel that they should mention about the promotion or recommend a better option).

2) A family came and sat next to my table (my pizza hasn’t arrived) and they have a cute baby. A waiter with LONG hair and samseng look named NIZAM, served them. After a while, he served the drinks in jug together with cups. The parents ask him to serve from the other side of table because the baby is trying to pull the cups and he just continues to put down the drinks and wanted to leave the table. Without time to scold him yet, everyone including us spotted the jug, the drinks should be Sprite…but……….there is something red at the bottom of the jug….IT’S CHILLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG, the parents asked the waiter to take back the jug and he still wanted to walk away. I really wish that I am incredible hulk at that moment.

3) After the drama, I suddenly realize that I have been sitting there for more then 30 minutes. When I questioned the waitress that serve me, she ask me : “Oh, you haven’t get your pizza is it?”. I thought you are the one who serve me so you should know that you haven’t brought the pizza?! While waiting for them to serve the pizza, we looked into the kitchen from the small window that they deliver pizza. The person who prepared the pizza didn’t cover up their mouth and talking while cutting the pizza and I can see the saliva SPLASHING on the pizza. I even saw them putting a “BURNED” pizza in a box for delivery (how lucky the one who receive the pizza). Then my pizza come, I thought I order the pizza with add on cheese, she told me that it’s already add on, just that you didn’t see it!! I just feel like want to tell her that I already paid but you didn’t receive it!!!!!!!

4) You think all the dramas over? No, this time, the family next to my table get really frustrated because they was served with a plate full of dust….The waiter NIZAM collect the plate and shake his head like they are the problematic family. The parents with a loud voice asked him to call the manager (in fact, the assistant manager named IZATI is just standing behind to serve other people, even deft can hear it) but the manager never come out. This NIZAM walk away like nothing happen and mumble in his mouth.

5) I decided to make this public when I see their attitude; hence I walked to their front and take their name. Before I do this, the assistant manager never look at us even both of our table are so noisy scolding her staffs.

I can’t control myself anymore if I stayed there longer, I went to the counter to pay, and so sudden she SEE me and come to settle my payment. I questioned the assistant manager regarding the different of sensasi delight and meal one, then only she told me that sensasi delight have limited flavor where meal one is available for all flavors (if you can answer me this way when I first questioned you all, I won’t be that angry with you). When I about to leave only she gave me RM 5 voucher, if not mistaken, it’s for the late pizza. You think I will keep my mouth shut because this RM 5 voucher? I will still complain about you even you give me a free meal as long as I’m not satisfy with your food and service!!

PIZZA HUT - Pt 2

2008-06-24T10:35:00.004+08:00

Sensasi Delight is much more cheaper then normal meal set. The only different is the choices of flavor.

Meal 5 is the standard meal for 4 person -RM 43.90 not including tax yet.

Sensasi Delight for 4 person - RM 35.65 including tax.

Meal 1 is the standard meal for 1 person -RM 11.80 not including tax yet.

Sensasi Delight for 1 person- RM 8.92 including Tax.

Meal 3 is the standard meal for 2 person -RM 23.60 not including tax yet.

Sensasi Delight for 2 person- RM 17.83 including Tax.

My Birthday 2008

2008-06-23T00:44:00.005+08:00

The Golden Ball

Japanese rice with Angel's name on it

The Japanese + western BREAKFAST SET

My BENTO

My Birthday 2008

2008-06-22T23:52:00.003+08:00

My breakfast with fruits and yougurt drinks

Cute Cute baby

2008-06-16T21:37:00.003+08:00

When you are so tired, just look at baby Joel...

and all the bitterness, sadness, unhappiness and pressure will just fly away.....

Leonard Papa and Syin Ni Mama, sorry har, take your photo without asking :P.

Kelantan Trip

2008-06-09T21:33:00.003+08:00

Pantai Cahaya Bulan

Pasir Belanda Kampung Stay

2008-06-06T21:32:00.002+08:00

Pasar Siti Khadijah

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Muzium Kraftangan

War Muzium

My youngest sis, my mama and me

See my cute cute sis :).

Kelantan Trip

2008-06-04T21:19:00.003+08:00

Just wake up in the morning. Taking photo in front of the place we took our breakfast...

The kerbau taking it's breakfast together with us.

First try-not so good...

2nd try-better, bbut still can see the tired face

In front of the special chalet that we stay-Pasir Belanda, really a nice place to relax.

2008-06-04T20:33:00.002+08:00

Bad News....

2008-06-04T20:26:00.002+08:00

Yesterday when HE said wanted to adjust the rate...I thought HE won't be that effective so it might take at lease few day for us to "convince" ourselves to accept the reality. Who knows, the one who never be so effective before suddenly become so effective....HE need only one day to hit........and we need more and more and more time to recover.

Just mumbling around...don't know whether you understand..if you understand then you are so clever because I almost don't understand what am I saying....

Vocation in Kota Bahru

2008-05-29T12:41:00.000+08:00

I went to Kelantan last weekend, to be exact; I was in Kota Bahru from 23 May – 25 May.

Before I started my journey, I did a lot of survey on line. I visited almost all related web site. I called almost all hotel, chalets and motel in Kota Bahru but all fully booking for 24 May. Luckily, I found a web site talking about kampong stay and I was attracted by the pictures shown.

http://www.pasirbelanda.com/

At first I am quite worry to make booking because this chalet required us to make full payment upon booking. Anyway, I have no choice too, if I don’t stay in this chalet, I have to go to those small motels in town. So, I made the payment. It was a long journey from Penang to Kelantan. We are not familiar with the road, so we drove along the way until Pantai Cahaya Bulan resort because we thought that it should be nearby only. Definitely we are wrong. The chalet is actually nearer to town compared to PCB. This is the instruction given in the web site (obviously I didn’t really read in detail, so I missed it)

By car:
In Kota Bharu follow the signboards to the beach Pantai Cahaya Bulan.
Turn right about 100 meters after the big Mosque in Kampung Banggol (on the PCB road) and follow the signboards to Pasir Belanda.

You need to be careful that their sign board will be blocked. This is because the local people might have some function in house and they will stick some notice on the board to show the way to their house. That is why we didn’t see that board and overshoot until PCB. Actually PCB is quite far from them. The chalet located deep inside after you turn in from the main road, it made us worried about the condition when we saw the kampong houses around.

It really surprised us when we arrive, the compound is very tidy, and the chalets are nice. Once our car arrived, Mr Harry – the owner who is a Dutch came out to welcome us. We fall in love by the first sight (to the chalet not Mr Harry!! Anyway, he is young and quite good looking :P)

Surprisingly, I realize that we took fewer pictures this trip compared to other trips that we had before. That is why you didn’t see me upload any new picture. So, if you want to see the picture of the chalet, go to the web site, the picture shown is exactly what we see in reality.

My Angry Holiday

2008-05-22T13:43:00.005+08:00

Last Monday-Wesak Day was a bad day for me. Early in the morning, we received a call that Francis’s Grandma passed away. On the way back to my house after dropping him at jetty, a stupid car bangs into my car. That is a 3 lane road, I’m in the middle lane, the blue Toyota Corrolla is on the my left lane, his lane has been taken by a car who turn out from a parking lot, so he move into my lane without signal and bang my car at the bumper near to my left backside tyre.The road was so crowded, avoiding traffic jam, I continue driving and stop in front of a traffic light.

The stupid driver walked down from the car and said it was my fault and get back to his car again. Then he just drove away because the traffic light turned green. I just wrote down his plat number. Immediately at that point, I regretted that I continue moving without taking any photo of the scene, if not I’ll make sure that he learn his lesson. Actually I almost wanted to log police report but it’s actually just scratches my car (although we still need to pay on our own to repaint it).

What make me feel angry with him is, his job should be very "holy" and teach people to love each other (I know because he is wearing the special uniform for that holy position)....but he himself is a bad example!!

Eventhough I let him go, I didn't say that I won't blog about him, so I chase after his car, took his picture. This is the plat number.

Too bad, failed to take picture of his face.

Think twice if you think you still have 2nd chance

2008-05-21T15:35:00.001+08:00

May 11, 2008, many people celebrated Mother’s Day; at the same time, many people didn’t, because they think there are still plenty of years to go, they can’t celebrate this year but they can celebrate next year.

May 12, 2008, 14:28, Magnitude 7.9 earthquake happened in Sichuan China. More then 34000 people found dead until yesterday night. How many of them were a mother who just miss the chance to celebrate their last mother’s day? How many of them were a child who just thought that they will have chance to celebrate the next mothers day with their mother?

May 21, 2008. Chances of surviving under the boulders are smaller and smaller. Survivors still suffer thinking of their family, relatives and friends lying somewhere under the boulders helplessly. Physical might be recovered slowly but how many of them suffering from physiological injuries for life? How many of them spending life time with felt of guilty because they miss the chance to spend the last quality time with them family?

Underwaterworld Langkawi

2008-05-07T23:27:00.004+08:00

Queuing up to watch 3D show

Looks weird? haha, we are wearing the 3D glasses!

More natural pose :)

A ghost?

Why so blur? Ghost disturbing?

Wild Life Park Langkawi

2008-05-07T23:15:00.003+08:00

Still dunno what will happen next....

Bad eagle bite my hand :(

A small parrot and tame eagle on my hand and shoulder

The big one come!

Want to know how heavy is the eagle? Look at the muscles (my hand 1!!) :).

World Music Festival

2008-05-07T22:58:00.003+08:00

My friend Amos helped us to take this photo.It's alomost end of the show.

On the way out of Quarry Garden. Bye World Music Festival, I will come again next year :).

The Entrance.

During performance

More excited look :D.

Thank God

2008-04-16T14:44:00.002+08:00

I really thank God for everything happened in my life.

I started to work from year 2005. The pay that I get in my first job was way too low compared to the market. It affected the salary that offered in my next job as well. I did question God at that time, why God didn’t stop me from accepting the job? Why can’t I get a better job like what my other friends have?

The answer is: So that I can meet my first boss who is my personal financial and my advisor now. In fact, she is my bank sometime when I have no money (especially large amount-of cause, I return the money by installment).I joined my 2nd company with her help too (she can’t pay me higher and she understand that I have burden, so she help to amend my resume, allow me to go for interview as well).

I take a risk to join the second job. This is a multinational company; I called it “A”. I decided to join even I don’t really interested in the job because of the pay. Once I am in for 3 months, I regretted. I have a good buddy who lead me through my first 3 months, I’m happy with it. After 3 months, my job scope changed. I started to realize this is not the thing that I want and my personality doesn’t suit the style of my direct supervisor (he need someone who wanted to kiss his ass…obviously I’m not that kind of people). I started to question God again, why I have to be in this hot pan?

The answer is: So that this is my stepping stone to get higher payment in my future company (the different between my salary in 1st company and this “A” company is RM 533 then the different between "A" company and my current company is RM 525+ 15% EPF every month). I can meet some of my good colleagues. God know there is a time gap before I can join my 3rd company and I can leave without any job in hand. I left at the right time, right after I got my performance bonus (I should only get it after another 3 months), right before my boss killing me by asking me to do more things that I don’t like.

I am working happily in my current company now. I just won the grand prize of a credit card competition; I travel a lot even though it’s only local for time being. I got chances to join a lot of different event. I am building up a strong network. I’m back into my own field (communication). I am happy with my life now. I am really happy.

Thank God for all I have now.

Songkran-2

2008-04-16T14:02:00.004+08:00

Overexcited to meet friend here…I saw Mr Enggan

Just a moment before the real war start……can see the water gun that uncle holding? He hided a pail of ice water under the counter!!

Thanks to Mr Enggan who help us to take the photo after the “water war”.

Can see the water tank behind her? She is the one using all the water in the tank to pour on us. She was standing on a lorry……

Thai New Year Festival –SONGKRAN

2008-04-15T17:07:00.002+08:00

You13 April is very important to Thailand people because it’s their new year. You don’t know about it? At lease you heard about a festival where everyone will pour water on you because the water means blessing? That is SONGKRAN FESTIVAL which is Thai New Year.

I never attend any related celebration before although I wanted to. This year, due to my job, I have the chance to be in the temple. My manager was there together with me, he did tell me to prepare to get wet, really wet and I should put all the money and important things into plastic bag. Luckily I listened to him. I almost don’t want to border because I though I will only get to see but not involve because I’m working. Haha, I was wrong, TOTALLY WRONG.

The situation is still ok in the morning because I’m selling things, so the public just walk by and some of them just use mineral water bottle to pour some water at your back so that you can still look nice in front to continue your work. Some of them even use powder and perfume.

After lunch time, at around 1pm, crowd started to move in and environment became very “hot” because of the concert and the traditional Thai dancing performance on the stage. More and more people move in with all their weapons – pails, bottles, anything that you can use to keep water. You will feel the “dangerous” if you are with nothing on your hand, hehe. Quickly I called Francis to bring the “weapon” to save me. Anyway, other then I have one more person to help me, the weapon is useless….you will know why later…

Someone started to attack me from behind; at first I just stand there assuming nothing. Suddenly someone started to pour a pail of water from my head. Then the game start, I don’t even know who did it but I just get a bottle of water and pour to everyone that I can see. I regretted….I have only one bottle…I saw 10-20 of them with their own big pail ( I shouldn’t call it pail…it’s a water tank…now you know why).

Both of me and Francis was attacked and we can’t even see who did it….because the water was pour to us continuously. Then they stop for a while. We open our eyes and saw them pour in some ice cube in the water tank and started to attack all the people around them, everyone around tried our best to “steel” the water from their water tank. At the end, we don’t care whether we know each other or not but everyone around us was totally wet.

You thought things end there? No, definitely not! MPPP water tank lorry came (those watering plants at the road side) with the big big pipe behind and someone “shooting” those at the roadside. I thought it’s still ok because we are inside. I’m wrong again. Two lorries moved into the compound. Everyone getting crazier…everyone on the lorry pour water to every one of us standing around….we can’t do much because we didn’t have that much water although there are still some people pour ice water to them then they will pour more water from the lorry….and we are so happy.

This is the first time for me to celebrate the new year together with so many Thai people but I’m really happy. All of them are good. If they don’t know you, they will greet you first before they pour water on you (before the thing get crazy in the afternoon). So it’s still safe for you to be there in the morning and get out in a dry cloth. If you wanted to stay until afternoon, you better be ready to get wet. It’s no chances for you to get out dry, even you are wearing rain coat, I’m sure that you won’t survive.

Hey man, if you experience and celebrate Songkran, be prepared to get wet and don’t get angry. You will really enjoy the trip and you will really release your tension. I wanted to be there again next year no matter what. I am felt excited and happy with this experience; it’s really a great experience.

This is the photo that my manager taken for me when i just arrived.

This photo was taken after 2 hour standing there. No photo after that, because everythign was too wet d.....

Happy news from a friend....

2008-03-29T08:58:00.001+08:00

Early this morning (29/3/08-Saturday), I wake up by my mobile phone. It was a message that I has been waiting for few days.

My friend –SYIN NI delivered a cute healthy baby boy named – JOEL!! Leonard sent me the message to tell me about the good news. I can feel his excitement through the message. I felt like calling them immediately but I’m sure that both of them are very tired.

This news really brightens my day. Friends are like this right? We might not really keep in touch everyday, but on and off, we send a message to update some news or just to say hi, and it brightens our day.

CONGRATULATION DADDY MUMMY and WELCOME BABY JOEL

Baby Joel, you make your daddy and mummy life more beautiful (if only reading this sentences, sounds like I’m the mummy :P)

Interesting email

2008-03-29T08:51:00.004+08:00

Someone forwarded this email to me, sounds really interesting.

WHEN GIVING A CUSTOMER BAD NEWS
Britons: I'm sorry, Sir, but we don't seem to have the sweater you want in your size, but if you give me a moment, I can call the other outlets for you.
Malaysians: No Stock.

RETURNING A CALL
Britons: Hello, this is John Smith. Did anyone page for me a few moments ago?
Malaysians: Hello, who page?

ASKING SOMEONE TO MAKE WAY .
Britons: Excuse me, I'd like to get by. Would you please make way?
Malaysians: S-kew me

WHEN SOMEONE OFFERS TO PAY
Britons: Hey, put your wallet away, this drink is on me.
Malaysians:No-need, lah.

WHEN ASKING FOR PERMISSION
Britons: Excuse me, but do you think it would be possible for me to enter through this door?
Malaysians: (pointing the door) can ar?

WHEN DOUBTING SOMEONE
Britons: I don't recall you giving me the money.
Malaysians: Where got?

WHEN DECLINING AN OFFER
Britons: I'd prefer not to do that, if you don't mind.
Malaysians: Don't want la...

IN DISAGREEING ON A TOPIC OF DISCUSSION
Britons: Err. Tom, I have to stop you there. I understand where you're
coming from, but I really have to disagree with what you said about the issue.
Malaysians: You mad, ah?

WHEN ASKING SOMEONE TO LOWER THEIR VOICE.
Britons: Excuse me, but could you please lower your voice, I'm trying to concentrate over here.
Malaysians: Shut up lah!

WHEN ASKING SOMEONE IF HE/SHE KNOWS YOU.
Britons: Excuse me, but I noticed you staring at me for some time.. Do I know you?
Malaysians: See what see?

WHEN ASSESSING A TIGHT SITUATION.
Britons: We seem to be in a bit of a predicament at the moment.
Malaysians: Die-lah!!

WHEN ONE IS ANGRY
Britons: Would you mind not disturbing me
Malaysians:Celaka u

It's so MALAYSIAN :D

Beach....

2008-03-25T16:03:00.003+08:00

Clear water......bring peaceful mind while staring at it.......

Hidden beautiful creatures in the clear water...

They can't swim....btu they moved beautifully by the wave...

They are all around...whcih make you can't swim there...

On the way.....blur....

With Francis's colleagues....

On the way back.......

The beautiful scene........

Out of sudden, I saw the beautiful shadow....

Where is it? This is at Pantai Kerachut.....inside the smallest national park in Malaysia.

UUM trip again!

2008-03-25T15:32:00.002+08:00

After years...we still on and off back to Jitra for Kampung Siam dinner...teh best Siam dinner. Anyway, this time, I went back due to job.

Drop by at Pacific, get a tom yam bihun in the food court.

We have been travelling along this road for so many times.

2 crazy taking picture in the car and.....the car is actually still moving...

The gate that bring back all the memories...

The blur evening view that we miss so much..............

2008-03-13T09:39:00.005+08:00

Look nice?

This as well? :P

Hehe, this is one of our weekend lunch in Queens bay Taiwan Bull.

This is the best! I like desert, especially with fruits.

I forgot what I ordered d, I think is tom yam tang hoon...

Taste good. Taiwan Bull worth rate 6 within 1-10.

My dear phone

2008-03-13T08:51:00.003+08:00

I fall in love with this phone!! The outlook is good, function is good, photo taking function is the best among all the phone that I had (emm....in fact, i think it almost like my camera d)

Anyway, I am not good in using a complicated phone. So, I let Francis use it. Hehe, he even more crazy then me. He "play" with the phone always and now, the phone become his mistress.

I am sorry guys...andTHANKS!

2008-03-13T00:19:00.000+08:00

Today, I opened my friendster blog and I just feel like opening the comment column, then only I realize….so many of you leaving comment for my blog and I never notice!! I always thought that my readers are all silence readers…now only I know I’m the one who is blind….OMG, sorry….

I have 2 English blog-blogger (http://lynsunshine.blogspot.com/), friendster, and 1 Mandrin blog –Sina (http://blog.sina.com.cn/lynsunshine). Normally I will received email if anyone leave comment on my blogger blog, that is why I assume that there will be an email notification for friendster as well. Since, I never receive any notification from friendster before, and then I thought I never have comment. Now only I realize that I have!

Special thanks to Benjamin, NG, Cherrie, Iris, Pearl, Joey, Ray, Chinboey, Kino and Justin. Although now only I read your comment but you can’t imagine how happy I am when I read them. You all are so nice to read, encourage and share things together in my life.

I’m the happiest girl tonight! Thanks!!!

Quality of the phone

2008-03-12T09:44:00.003+08:00

I'm not a tech geek, so not really good in using it. The best way I can test it is by taking photo...

This is in a car, at night, without light...so, it's good!!

This is in front of G Hotel....

This is blur....of course, it's because of my hand lar....

I got it ?!

2008-03-12T09:41:00.003+08:00

I complain like hell to both Nationwide and CIMB. Luckily, both party are giving positive response in investigation. Anyway, it's not fair if I am the one who should bare the lost. Hence, after negotiation, CIMB decided to replace a new phone to me.

This Tuesday, I received the phone! This is the box....nervous....

I opened the box and a warranty card is on top....more nervous............

Har?!! the phone is not in?

This time, I really got it.....

Go closer....

These are the accessories.

2008-03-12T09:33:00.005+08:00

Remember that I told you all I won a prize? It was a Nokia N95. I suppose to receive it last Tuesday.

Look at the pascal that I received. There are no hand writting on top of the package and it's too light when I collect it from receptionist.

I open up, the box looks ok.

This is the IMEI number for that phone.

When I opened, there is a letter inside congratualting me.

This are the accessories.

But the phone is not inside!!

Curly hair?

2008-03-12T09:24:00.005+08:00

Many people ask me to curl my hair..., I was considering. After looking at this picture, I'm wondering whether my friends can accept this look.

It looks ok from side.

It looks ok from behind too...

But does it look ok from your point of view?

Lydia...

2008-03-04T16:33:00.002+08:00

I watched the funeral of Lydia Sum Din Har. Watching all her friends, fans walking to the stage, telling everyone in front of the TV the stories of their friendship; watching the big screen on the stage, showing all the meaningful words that she mentioned before; really makes me think a lot.

Human being is just too small in this universal yet there are some human being who can bring such a great impact in everyone’s life. Everyone on the stage, below the stage, in front of TV was impacted by Lydia; everyone watched her show before, everyone heard about her story before, everyone been touched by her before.

I wonder there will be anyone stand on the stage for me during my funeral, I wonder there will be any good story about me can be shared by everyone, I wonder I have done anything that worth my family, my friends to talk about during my funeral. Life is so short, no one knows what will happen by next second but at lease we can do something that worth people to remember about you. I hope I can still create some story that worth my family and friends to talk about one day.

At lease I hope there will be someone left some words in my blog, telling others my stories….I will really work hard to create more stories……Friends, don’t forget me ya.

http://www.56.com/u64/v_MzAwOTg4Njk.html
http://www.56.com/u22/v_MzAwOTY4MDM.html

Surprsing Weekend

2008-03-04T10:56:00.005+08:00

Surprisingly, we met Chui Ling...she is really good in everything

Next, Crystal from Astro Talent Quest....

The other one, handsome stephen....

Pretty and cool Chui Ling, Dr Freestyler in middle (good in football control), HANDSOME Francis at the side(I have to say this, if not later he kill me because I said Stephen is handsome)

Pretty show girl....I don't dare to stand near to her.....look at the way Francis stand, so far away, hehe, because he scared that I will kill him...(Anyway, I don't think he scared, because I am the camera man!)

An interesting article

2008-02-29T09:54:00.002+08:00

I saw an interesting article on Nanyang Newspaper yesterday. According to the writer, this is from China. It’s in Mandarin but I try to translate in English:

When you are poor, you have pig as your pet;
When you are rich, you have dog as your pet.

When you are poor, you cycling on the road;
When you are rich, you cycling in your living room (exercise machine).

When you are poor, you wanted to get married;
When you are rich, you wanted to divorce.

When you are poor, your wife becomes your secretary;
When you are rich, your secretary becomes your wife (read this again if you still can’t understand).

When you are poor, you act like you are rich;
When you are rich, you act like you are poor.

Human never tell the truth;
They said share is like drugs but everyone is buying it;
They said money is sinful but everyone is trying to earn more;
They said prettiest are troublesome but everyone wanted;
They said is dangerous to be at leading position but everyone wanted to be;
They said cigarettes and alcohol are bad for health but everyone still taking it;
They said heaven is a good place but no one wanted to go there.

Nowadays, guys want to be taller, ladies want to be slimmer, dog wear cloths and human show body.

At past, ladies kept their virginity for their husband; now, they kept they first born baby for the husband.

In urban area, chicken wake human up in the morning; in city, human ordered for “chicken” (prostitute) at night.

At past, singer and actor/actress just need to sing and act but no need to provide extra services (sex); now, singer and actor/actress just need to provide extra services (sex) and they can sing and act. (No offend on this occupation; I just direct translate it from the article)

AGAIN, I WANTED TO REINFORCE THAT I’M NOT THE ONE WRITING THIS ARTICLE, I JUST READ IT ON THE NEWPAPER AND I FEEL IT IS INTERESTING FOR EVERYONE TO SHARE IT. SORRY IF YOU FEEL OFFENDED.

The Best Thai Restaurant in Jitra - Kampung Siam

2008-02-26T23:36:00.006+08:00

View of the famous Thai restaurant for UUM student. I bet all of UUM student can recognize it....

The food that we ordered, looks really nice, feel really hungry now

The most spicy soup - Keng Som, really spicy....must try if you really like spicy food like me. Another choice of spicy soup other then Tom Yam.

Sotong Goreng - to cool us down after trying the spicy soup

Ayam Pet Pet - Another spicy food that you must try...really spice you up!!

Crab meat Taufu - to save you if you really feel like craying after 2 spciy food.

Coconut Jelly - Never the same with others, this is still the best after trying it else where. This is the only dessert that we will order when we eat there. Need to be early, limited stock available.

Saturday Night

2008-02-24T00:00:00.007+08:00

What do you always do at Saturday night? Today, after swimming, Francis and me decided to go to Campbell Street for our dinner. We park at the road opposite and walked to Campbell Street.

It looks lively from outside, anyway, nothing special inside. Hence, we walked to Lorong Leith nearby.

There is a so call "largest" and "new" hawker center named "Red Garden" . Various of foods from many contries: Philipines, Thailand, Japan..... Many foreigner have their dinner at here too. Obviously, I chose Thai food as usual. This is the only Thai stall, providing good food and good service with handsome staff :P.The tom yam really taste good.
Can see all the ingredients? Worth RM 6.00 with the ingredients and the service provide.

As usual, Francis tried the Green Curry rice.
It tasted good too.

After the dinner, we walked around and we see things that we never see in the morning or by driving. We see the real Penang.

Many people come to Penang because of the beaches, food and the shopping complexes. No, Penang is never only about these. There are many different prospect of Penang.

Along the walk, we see many prostitutes and many desperate men. All the prostitutes standing quietly looking for their potential customer and approach them when they found any. The men also walking around to look for suitable target, approach, negotiate and both walked to the nearest motel. This is the dark side of the Penang, the cruelness of reality.

Anyway, Penang have the traditional style of living which is hidden in between the old shops, old houses among the modern building. This is the side where we can and should enjoy.

This is one of the old shop... The old houses....

Modernize old houses.........They renovated and trnsform the old houses to guest house.
Not only accomodation but they provide breakfast, lunch, dinner, internet service, car rental, tour and tickets to many places.
This Saturday night was a special night. By walking, we open our eyes and see Penang from the other prospect. We never enjoyed the night so much and we found a new activity that we can do at night now.

Happy Birthday Francis

2008-02-22T20:05:00.006+08:00

22 Feb is Francis birthday. He always tell me that he would like to have a birthday celebration with his colleagues, so I decided to fulfill his wish but of course not that easy.

21st Feb, I bought champagnes and Vanetta ice cream, kept in the fridge. I surprised him and gave a gift at 12am (so he won't expect to have celebration again on the morning). Early in the morning, I told him that I am going out to meet customer, in fact, I went to his office at around 10am. I brought a cake, a breakfast set from Coffee Bean and of course with a real gift for him with one of his colleague's help.

Thanks to his bosses and colleagues which celebrate together with us. This photo was taken by his Company VP, Mike.

He was surprised.

Making Wish.
Group photo with his colleagues.
This is the gifts that he get (cheap but meaningful...this is things that he wanted).
At night, we went to Manhattan Fish Market for dinner.

Look at his excited face with the Grilled Fish Platter for 2.
Guess from which angle we took this photo?

This might be a simple and cheap way of celebration, but my main purpose to to fulfill his wish and I believe that I did.

Lydia

2008-02-21T13:57:00.001+08:00

Lydia Sum passed away on 19 Feb around 8am. Although it’s expected but I still feel the sadness. She never knows who am I but I watch her movies since I was young, just like many other people who feel the lost.

Just like Leslie and Anitaa, Lydia is also a part of our memory. They accompany at our young ages and they might be the only thing that linked us together with our parents. Our parents might not know who Jay Chow is, but I am sure they know Leslie, Anitaa and Lydia.

This is the power of a great star. Only successful and greatest star can do so. Their story of success, their attitude, their personality affected many people, changed many people even they are no longer here.

Let’s solute these 3 greatest stars, rest in peace….Lydia.

Valentine 2008-2

2008-02-20T01:20:00.002+08:00

In my last post, I did mention that we go for a dinner after the small little game. We decided to have it in Secret Recipe. It's cheap and simple yet taste good. Only RM 58 per couple, much more cheaper then Manhattan's Fish Market which cost RM 49.00 per head.

Actually we are quite tired after whole day working. That’s why you see me in this post. On the table is the spring roll as per listed in the Valentine set.

The apple juice taste good too.
My cheesy macaroni set. I like the little candle on the table. It's just a normal candle but into a cup filled with strawberry juice. I like floating candle :).

Those who like cheese will really like the cheesy macaroni.

This is the Kebab set. One local set + One western set + Spring Roll + Apple Juice + Cheap price = Happy Valentine Dinner + Happiness

Valentine day-1

2008-02-18T15:01:00.001+08:00

This is the 6th Valentine day that I celebrated. That means our relationship is coming to the 6th years. It might sound long to some couples but for us, this is still in our planning. Since the first day we started this relationship, we have a 7 years plan. We are working hard for the plan now.

The 6th Valentine Day was a little bit different. Since the last few years, I always ask him not to celebrate Valentine Day because we want to save all the money and no point buying those expensive flowers if I am the one who is selling it but he always give some surprise. This year, I really enforce that we do not buy expensive thing and we really make it. This is not an expensive Valentine day but worth both of us to remember it because it is special.

We decided to meet up at Queensbay Mall after work. I arrived earlier and did some shopping while waiting for him to come over after his work. My mobile was run out of battery; hence I gave him a call form public phone. At first I was just thinking of meeting up with him at popular and suddenly an idea come out of my mind.

I decided to play a game with him just like those in the movies. We didn’t promise where to meet up but he has to look for me within the compound. Of course, I don’t want both of us wasting too much time looking for each other in a big shopping mall then quarrel for it. So, I limited him to the lower ground floor. I just walked around and from far away I saw him coming down from the escalator. It’s too fast for him to find me, so I decided to stand at the corner, in case he see me, then the game ended and we just go for a dinner. Hehe, like what I predicted, he is not the person who will go for detail, so he didn’t see me standing right beside him watching. He passed by.

Ok, then I continued to walk around for window shopping and I estimated the time that he finished one round, now it is his time to look for me start from the other ended. So I walked to his direction, again, I saw him walking towards me and I hided behind a pillar. He didn’t see me because he gets attracted by a movie in Speedy (I was just standing behind him). Lastly, he found me because he recognized my voice when I meet my friend there, hehe.

This is just simple game, cost no money, sound crazy and stupid but we have fun. I think that is the true meaning of enjoying Valentine Day. I like it. Will you like it?

Japanese Restaurant in Jail

2008-02-18T13:54:00.005+08:00

I had my dinner in one special restaurant named Oxxxe -Ya, a few weeks ago before Chinese New Year. The restaurant was designed as a jail and serving Japanese food.

I was so excited to try out new thing. So, I posted with the menu.
I like the design and the environment.
This is the bar (Emm, not only for alcohol but for the sushi as well). One of the bartender is a foreigner, quite handsome :P.
The menu...not cheap.... I am still ok at that point of time, since they put in effort to design the place. So i ordered a bimbimbap and i think Francis ordered some mee soup, I forgot about the name d.
Everything turned bad the food was served. The green tea was so expensive only a tea bag with hot water (but it’s the best of the night :P). Believe me...how expensive is it? This one cup of so call " Green Tea" cost us RM 5.90. Although they said free flow, let me tell you, just pour in hot water only and the hot water cost us RM 5.90!!

I thought it is still ok, as long as the food is good, but seems like they really want to ruin that night. My bimbimbap came, when I saw the rice without any steam coming out, my heart already half stopped. A bimbimbap should serve in really hot condition when all the steam still coming out in a hot bowl. The bimbimbap that they served was no steam and not even hot at all!!

Then the mee soup came....we almost pengsan, it's just like the steamboat that we eat during Chinese New Year (and the one my mom cook is much more better then theirs).

Too bad, we didn't take pictures of the food, because it's so irritating until we forgot about taking picture. The outlook is bad, the taste is worst.

Oh ya, we did ordered some sushi. It takes around 45 minutes to serve a plate of 4-5 sushi, we have to keep on asking on the "status" before the sushi finally served and it really scared us...that is the worst sushi that both of us ever had.

The conclusion of that dinner was:

Good environment (may be not good at all to some people) but worst food.

If you want to go and try just to proof that I am wrong, you are welcome. Do inform me if you think I'm wrong, thanks. Details as below:

9 & 11, Leith Street, Georgetown, Pulau Pinang 04-2624772 (Next to Equator College, behind Continental Hotel)

Japanese Restaurant in Jail. Business Hours: Sun-Thurs (12pm-2.30pm, 5pm-12am),Fri-Sat (12pm-2.30pm, 6pm-1am).

All the above is just my personal opinion on the experience I have in that restaurant. It does not mean to create any damages to them. If they see this blog, then I hope that they can really improve themselves and I AM WILLING TO GO AND TRY AGAIN IF THEIR IS ANYONE TELL ME THAT THEY ARE GOOD IN FUTURE.

Envious, Jealous

2008-02-11T14:36:00.000+08:00

Enviousness and jealousness might sounds too serious but I can’t think of the other words to represent this feeling.

Have you this feeling like: “How wonderful if that is me?”, “Why she/he can get it but not me?”, or “ I want to be like her/him”? May be at lease you have just a simple thought like : “ I want that.” And the “that” that you mean is something that you don’t have now and can’t afford to get it now (perhaps for life). Enviousness sounds like some evil feeling, some people might even think like: “She/He doesn’t deserve it. I will try to spoil it.” The enviousness that I mean is different, there is no evil feeling. You just feel like you really hope to have that thing and you feel really sad seeing people have it easily and you really need to work hard for that but you never think of to hurt that person.

I always have this feeling, although I always remind myself that I should thank God for everything that I had and I have. Ya, I really that God for everything but sometimes, some special seasons will really make me have stronger feeling especially during Chinese New Year or long holiday. I feel sad when my mom said that she is boring at home and our neighbors can go for not only local but overseas trips.

I feel sad that I can’t make more money to make my family can have better life style; at lease they can retire at the actual age and not keep on working until now. My heart broken seeing the enviousness showed in their eyes when they heard other people talk about overseas trips. I want to be better, I am working harder but sometimes I just feel that I am not capable at all, I am useless and I can’t see that potential of reaching that level.

Our “want” always more then what we have. I want this, I want that and I want more when I already have this. We really need to work harder and harder and harder and the cycle will continue until the day we die……

God, refresh me, strengthen me, help me, and give me the wisdom to overcome the stress and the feeling of enviousness. Help me to do better for my family.

Chinese New Year coming!!

2008-02-04T09:33:00.000+08:00

Gong Xi Fat Cai!! Happy Chinese New Year!! Chinese New Year coming in another 2 days. Wish everyone to have a blessed new year with a good health.

How’s your New Year preparation? I think most of you bought your new cloths right? Emm…as a Chinese, I think no matter how bad is the market situation, we will still buy at lease one new cloth for the first day of Chinese New Year. Don’t be upset guy, although you might be able to buy only one cloth this year, it will be better next year, ok?

Others always look better then us but actually everyone faced the same problem – money. I always dream of to have enough money to bring my whole family for a trip every New Year. I haven’t made it until now. That’s why I feel quite stressful every time when it comes to New Year. What to do? Family will always be your family, everyone hope to have what others have, and so, I can only work harder to fulfill this dream.

Since you know I have my problem, I know you also have your problem, what can we do? Wish each other a Happy Chinese New Year lor!! Forget all the bad things and enjoy the New Year, at lease just for a few days! You can give me a call or invite me to your house if you want.

GAMBATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thanks :)

2008-01-02T16:01:00.001+08:00

Hey guys, I never think of that my blog still get your attention but you all really always surprise me. Although you are always the silence readers but I know you all are there when I see the effect after posting some articles :).

Thanks dear!!

Wish you all a blessed new year and everyone's dream will come true this year.

Last but not lease, congratulation my "friend" who is getting marry. I won't write out your name but I think almost everyone know who you are, hehe. Don't forget to invite me during your wedding ya, I promise I will be the best reporter.