If you have followed up my blog since this few months, then you will realize that my life is still up and down. I worked but not in the company that I thought before, I my job but not the right job that people feel that I should do, candidate turn down offer at the very last minute, clients reject a good candidate....and so on.
Life seems messy this few weeks. Since they set a target for me, I failed to do anything. I have to close an order a day start from the day they set the target till the date line. It shouldn't be a problem for other sales line but I would be a problem for us in the staffing line. Why?It's because we are not the decision maker...
I send the candidate to interview, client can reject and critic the candidate, then ask for more resume or candidate go to work and they feel that the candidate are not up to their expectation. Client offer the candidate, candidate can still reject and said the payment is too low, the staff in the company are weird and etc. When this thing happened, nothing I can do other then keep on looking for suitable candidate.
Start to miss the life in university. After study hard for an exam, you have your time to enjoy your life. In the working life, you can only face one exam following by another without any rest. You will feel down and upset simply because the real world is really cruel.
Who knows what will happen next day? May be I found a better job by today? May be the judgement day come the next minute after you read this blog? Who knows? Only god will know...........
11/22/2005
11/18/2005
Don't trust this kind of mail!!!
I'm so sad of making this mistake...I received a mail from my candidate. The mail say something about a littlebaby that has brain cancer and mention that they will receive 5 cents for each mail that being sent out.
Normally I don't believe and I never forward but today, I feel like I should forward. So I forwarded to all the people in my address book. I done 3 things wrong;1) Trust the mail 2) Send mail without confirming the truth, 3) never check the people name that I send to.
Finally, this mail reached a "lady", she read that mail and she feel very angry because she feel that I send a junk mail to her. She is a busy lady, I shouldn't forward this kind of mail to her, Then she forwarded the mail to all of the people in her HR department, including her department head and my lady boss plus a complain letter. She purposely do this because I fail to fill in one of the position in her company when I first report to work. I send an apologize mail to all of the people that she forwarded the mail to say sorry and I'm in good intention but it ended up wrongly. You know what she said? She send another mail to me and cc all of them and said that sometimes things done is done, I can't say that did it in good intention. I know, I admit my mistake and I'm not killing anybody now, I just forwarded a mail mistakenly....If I killed a people I'll definitely get my punishment....
Now the issue become bigger because I spoilt my company's reputation and her boss might need to review our company reputation. How stupid am I to do this kind of mistake? I hope that she just send a mail to scold me, but in fact the mail being forwarded to all the person who shouldn't be involved at 1st. I'm really feel sorry to my bosses now, because of my silly mistake, I caused a problem to all of them.
Really feel bad, please, dun simply forward any mail anymore. PLEASE DON'T CREATE FAKE MAIL ANYMORE, YOU WON'T KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN JUST BECAUSE OF YOUR STUPID MAIL!!!!!!!
Normally I don't believe and I never forward but today, I feel like I should forward. So I forwarded to all the people in my address book. I done 3 things wrong;1) Trust the mail 2) Send mail without confirming the truth, 3) never check the people name that I send to.
Finally, this mail reached a "lady", she read that mail and she feel very angry because she feel that I send a junk mail to her. She is a busy lady, I shouldn't forward this kind of mail to her, Then she forwarded the mail to all of the people in her HR department, including her department head and my lady boss plus a complain letter. She purposely do this because I fail to fill in one of the position in her company when I first report to work. I send an apologize mail to all of the people that she forwarded the mail to say sorry and I'm in good intention but it ended up wrongly. You know what she said? She send another mail to me and cc all of them and said that sometimes things done is done, I can't say that did it in good intention. I know, I admit my mistake and I'm not killing anybody now, I just forwarded a mail mistakenly....If I killed a people I'll definitely get my punishment....
Now the issue become bigger because I spoilt my company's reputation and her boss might need to review our company reputation. How stupid am I to do this kind of mistake? I hope that she just send a mail to scold me, but in fact the mail being forwarded to all the person who shouldn't be involved at 1st. I'm really feel sorry to my bosses now, because of my silly mistake, I caused a problem to all of them.
Really feel bad, please, dun simply forward any mail anymore. PLEASE DON'T CREATE FAKE MAIL ANYMORE, YOU WON'T KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN JUST BECAUSE OF YOUR STUPID MAIL!!!!!!!
11/14/2005
Need motivation.........
I need motivation on every Monday morning. Everything seems not so good early Monday morning. Feel tired and lazy to wake up. I have Monday sickness!!!!!!!!!! Aiya, what happened ler? People who know me will know, I'll never say tired when I work.....
Emm.. I think is because this is not the thing that I'm interested in? Emm....... I think this is because I feel that I'm underpaid? Emm.... I think this is because of I need some motivation......Most of my close friends will know where is my motivation come from...:P
I need to read books...My idol's book!! Liu Yong (I'm not so sure what is his English name), is my motivation!! haha, so geli, sounds like my lover. No lar, I like to read his book but I'm not that kind of person who will go and disturb their idol's life, ok?!
I study his book since I'm in secondary school. Since I was a librarian, I study all his book in the library. His books influence my way of thinking a lot. I learned the reality of the life from those books and those books motivate me a lot too. When I'm down, when I'm tired facing the life, when I have problems, I'll read the books.
After working, I don't study his books anymore, although sometimes I read, but is just reading. I never enjoy the reading as last time anymore....I think is time for me to slow, relax my mind and just enjoy the reading rather then thinking of my work.
How about you? Do you enjoy your life? How long since the last time you enjoy your life doing the thing you like? Life is short, may be you should enjoy more at the same time when you work hard. Enjoy your day and God bless you :)
Emm.. I think is because this is not the thing that I'm interested in? Emm....... I think this is because I feel that I'm underpaid? Emm.... I think this is because of I need some motivation......Most of my close friends will know where is my motivation come from...:P
I need to read books...My idol's book!! Liu Yong (I'm not so sure what is his English name), is my motivation!! haha, so geli, sounds like my lover. No lar, I like to read his book but I'm not that kind of person who will go and disturb their idol's life, ok?!
I study his book since I'm in secondary school. Since I was a librarian, I study all his book in the library. His books influence my way of thinking a lot. I learned the reality of the life from those books and those books motivate me a lot too. When I'm down, when I'm tired facing the life, when I have problems, I'll read the books.
After working, I don't study his books anymore, although sometimes I read, but is just reading. I never enjoy the reading as last time anymore....I think is time for me to slow, relax my mind and just enjoy the reading rather then thinking of my work.
How about you? Do you enjoy your life? How long since the last time you enjoy your life doing the thing you like? Life is short, may be you should enjoy more at the same time when you work hard. Enjoy your day and God bless you :)
11/10/2005
I'm so angry today!!!
3 weeks ago, my car's break pads got prob, then i sent it to repair....then the mechanical said got a lot of thing spoil, then i let them proceed lor. i asked them to calculate the cost, then they said rm 350 and i agreed with that price then i go back to work. Mana Tahu when i go back to check, the price become rm 500. I was so angry that time, nvm, i pay. The problem is, after they repair, the car become even worst!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
At 1st only my break pads got prob, now, gear box also got prob, i went back to checked for 2nd time. I ask them to do it free to me, haha, this time he spoilt my thing but he never tell, he just put back and say ok liao.. After thet i found out still ogt prob, yesterday i go there and checked for the 3rd time. Then they said is not their fault liao, it is the car prob. ok, i refuse to repair by them anymore and i scolded them.
Today, i'm very angry with them and later i'll go back top their shop and just scold them again. You know why????i send back to the mechanical in my hometown that repair all of my cars before and he found out that THE MECHANICAL spoilt the thing that my mom just change the week before i go to repair the car and charge me for rm 500, after that spoilt again and i have to pay another time for it again. Totally i have pay up rm 1500 for it!!!!
I feel that i should forgive them but in the other hand i feel that i should go and scold them because they cheated me. I have to go and scold them once even it'll make me feel like a crazy women. I can't let them simply cheat people again and again!!! The shop afctually is located at a high standard place where all their customer are Officer or Management level people, that's why all the people that got cheated will scold them laudly so they feel that is ok for them to keep on cheating. Thta's why i should go and scold them in front of their shop for one time so that they will know actually some times people will get angry if they are over limit!!!
To all friends that stay in Penang, don't go to the mechanical shop that located near BUKIT JAMBUL COMPLEX. The shop is SI%NG H%IN. I'll confirm the name and let you all know. Never go to that shop! I don't want you all end up paying Rm 1500 for something which can be settle by using RM 500.
At 1st only my break pads got prob, now, gear box also got prob, i went back to checked for 2nd time. I ask them to do it free to me, haha, this time he spoilt my thing but he never tell, he just put back and say ok liao.. After thet i found out still ogt prob, yesterday i go there and checked for the 3rd time. Then they said is not their fault liao, it is the car prob. ok, i refuse to repair by them anymore and i scolded them.
Today, i'm very angry with them and later i'll go back top their shop and just scold them again. You know why????i send back to the mechanical in my hometown that repair all of my cars before and he found out that THE MECHANICAL spoilt the thing that my mom just change the week before i go to repair the car and charge me for rm 500, after that spoilt again and i have to pay another time for it again. Totally i have pay up rm 1500 for it!!!!
I feel that i should forgive them but in the other hand i feel that i should go and scold them because they cheated me. I have to go and scold them once even it'll make me feel like a crazy women. I can't let them simply cheat people again and again!!! The shop afctually is located at a high standard place where all their customer are Officer or Management level people, that's why all the people that got cheated will scold them laudly so they feel that is ok for them to keep on cheating. Thta's why i should go and scold them in front of their shop for one time so that they will know actually some times people will get angry if they are over limit!!!
To all friends that stay in Penang, don't go to the mechanical shop that located near BUKIT JAMBUL COMPLEX. The shop is SI%NG H%IN. I'll confirm the name and let you all know. Never go to that shop! I don't want you all end up paying Rm 1500 for something which can be settle by using RM 500.
11/09/2005
Finally the camp ended but the impact is still there
None of us going back as the same person before we join the camp. Every one of us have been changed. Come and join the camp and you will know what i mean!!!
Supper Time!!
All of us enjoying our supper at pool side but i think the hotel management feel like want to kill us because they have to clean up the place. :P
Supper Time!!
All of us enjoying our supper at pool side but i think the hotel management feel like want to kill us because they have to clean up the place. :P
At Lumut
Time pass very fast, is almost 4 months passed since working. Everyday with the same routine since the 1st day working, life start to become meaningless. That’s why I join a camp for 4 days and three nights at Teluk Batik.
You know what? Is good for you to leave the entire burden behind and just relax for a few days when you feel that your life is always the same. At lease, I feel really happy during the 4 days although I still have to face the reality after my holiday ended. During this camp, I learned a lot of thing, I know what is the purpose of living and what should I focus on now. I learned not to worry too much…..
This camp really changes my view of perspective in my life. What happened in this camp really touching my heart…..the impact will always be there…..I never think of that this camp will change my life totally but I can ignore that it does!! I never feel regret joining this camp, I pay but I get more than what I pay.
Good things must be shared; I hope you all will give yourself a chance. Join this camp if any of your friends ask you to join or you can just contact me, I’ll help you. Let your mind be open and you will see something different. I have tried and now is your turn. Don’t wait till too late.
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