8/28/2007
My New Idol
Not from superstar competition (he is a superstar now :P), not from Malaysion Idol (anyway, he is an idol now), not from one in a million (unfortunately, he don't have 1 million yet, but he might have soon :).)
This is his blog.
http://namewee.blogspot.com/
Llet’s see what he can do.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5x0grVUx-Vc
8/17/2007
Poor is the word!
“Poor” is a special word to me. I grew up in a poor family (may be cannot consider poor, just not rich), I have seen the ugly as well as the beautiful face of the world; I learned a lot because of this situation. I should say, I am who I am because I was in this situation before. In some sense, I feel proud that I was poor before. At least, I have some special experience that not everyone has. Emm… may be I should share some of it.
During my form 6 times, I went back to school every Friday afternoon after my tuition. Not to study, I went there to collect aluminum cans. Not only collect those on the floor, I actually open up the dustbin and look for cans inside. I have to do it quietly or else if anyone see me and complain about me, I cannot collect cans in school anymore. So, I have to play hide and seek with some curious students when they heard the voices too.
I still did so even after I went into university. I even did it together with my boy friend, Francis. Ya, I just knew him during first semester and he is willing to collect the cans. Sometimes he is even more “passionate” then me! This is one of the reason why I choose him as my boyfriend and may be life partner, because I know he love me for I am who I am. Pity my boyfriend actually; we spend the first 3 years of our Valentine Days on a van, by delivering bouquet here and there. Valentine days is our working days and it is our best time to earn money. I worked in a florist before, every Valentine days, I accept orders from friends to get commission, help the florist to send bouquet to customer and sometimes work in the florist itself.
I worked during every holiday that I have during my study time. Among these working experiences, the best was to be the sales person in a company selling health product like massage chair. I was there for only 3 months. I went in mid of March, by end of March; I was top 3 sales representatives among all the franchise in Malaysia. Following 3 months, my name never dropped from the list. The special of this experience is, my boyfriend was also one of the top three top sales representatives in Malaysia during that time. Both of our names were so famous because we are the only couple who can hit the sales target continuously 3 months.
When I left to further my study, they even ask me to stop my study so that I can continue to work for them. No one break this record until now. “Poor” is the word for all these to happen. Without this word, may be I can enjoy my life in better way, but I never regret. I was born to be in this situation, I cannot do anything to avoid it but I can change it with my own hand. That is why I am here today, being a tough lady (not super women, only tougher then other girls), being defensive (not too good, but I have to, because I have to protect myself before I can protect my family), being family lover (I will not leave my family behind, no matter what).
Poor is the word!
8/16/2007
Stupid People do Stupid Things!!
Yesterday, a stupid driver drove a 12 wheels lorry using Paya Terubong hill road (one of the most dangerous hill road in Penang). The stupid driver managed to go about 2km and stuck at one of the “famous” corner where most of the cars can only go on by using first gear. The lorry can’t move at all and stop right in the middle of the corner, hence, the driver successfully create the longest traffic jam for about 2 hours.
I almost get out of my car and kill him when I realize that I stuck there just because the stupid decision the stupid driver made. I really do not understand what is in his brain. This is a 12 wheels lorry (do you know how big is a 12 wheels lorry?) and the road is the most dangerous hill road. He really thinks that he is a car racer and his car can fly.
World become worst because these stupid drivers.
8/08/2007
Man that attract me
Just imagine, on a stage, a man sitting on a tall chair, holding a classical guitar, with a microphone in front of him, carefully he start his first song. Suddenly, the world is just you and the singer, with the song he sing. You feel how sincere he is when he sing the song, you know what he feel when he sing the song , no matter what is other people below the stage doing, he is just singing.
I cannot deny that I am always attract to this kind of man, do not worry, is not those super fans or crazy lady who will disturb the singer. I just like to be the one who sit aside near to the stage and listen to what the he want to sing, what he want to tell, feel the song, feel how he can touch me with the song. Believe me, the singer can feel your concentration, the singer will know that you are listening and he will sing better.
I am not talking about famous singer, some of the famous singer like Emil Chao can do it but not those singing with electrical guitar. You can visit to some bistro, they will have some singer singing every night, those singers might not be famous but they want to be someone who loves to sing and hope that singing can help them to earn their living.
I am sure that you will like the feeling.
7/18/2007
MY FM
Hehe, may be you are thinking why I am acting like a little girl taking photo with all those “stars”. Emm…just let you know, I dreamed to be like them but I never have a chance, so I go and observe how they act and treat people. This is a test.
This is Mun Kit from Ipoh, he looks nice sometimes but dunno ler may be he need to be the bad guy so that all the people around them can let them go on time. I will observe again if he is here this time (if not mistaken he will be here lar).
All of them are MY FM "Special Agent", hehe,I don't really know they call themselves. Anyway, after observation, I have stories to tell you all later. They will come to Penang this weekend, I will be there and let's see whether my 1st observation is correct.
The best video clip
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OsyJemOf0xg
Make sure you watch or you will regret.
7/12/2007
Yvonne Tan
An uncle danced in Beijing in memory of his niece.
It was unbelievable to me when I saw the clip, an old man dancing like crazy in the crowd at Beijing. He did not dance in only on place, he dance everywhere he went in Beijing. I thought he is crazy. Due to curiosity, I visited the web site that he created for his niece…and I can feel the love…not only by an uncle to his niece –Ms Yvonne Tan, but I felt the love of friends to Yvonne.
Today, I went to You Tube and I type in Yvonne Tan, I saw the video clip about her last few months http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0DfplxKYHJs. What I can say is, she is really a brave, young and beautiful lady. She died, but she stay. A famous actress with beautiful face, turned into a fat lady, bald, with bumps on head, she is brave to face the world and share her last few months. She did not even cry.
In the second video, her mother said something really touch me. We have some much time to love but we never do that until when something drastic happened and it is always too late. Someone (I think is her uncle) created a web site to remember Yvonne http://yvonnetannz.blogspot.com/. You might pay a visit. You will really feel the love of her family, friends and relatives to her.
Looking at the funeral that she has, I was thinking, one day, when it is time for me to leave this world and go back to my God Father’s house, how will my funeral looks like? I will have a funeral with all my friends singing to me? I will have my own web site to remember me? I will have anyone feeling sad for my leaving? My death will influence anyone? My funeral will be a special one? I will have a video clip showing my photo and my daily life? I do not know, but I really hope so.
Yvonne, I do not know her before this and I will not know her more then this, but her death means something.
7/09/2007
Do not know why?
I also do not know why………May be because I do not know what to write anymore?
Dragon I
What can I say? Just NICE! :).
Skating in Queens Bay
I went there with my bf accompanying my youngest sister. Many people were there, I really mean MANY. Once you go in, you cannot stop, when you stop, means you are blocking people. Do not ever think to stop at side to watch people skating inside the field; you will block newbie like me…I need to hold on a wall to balance myself!!!
6/27/2007
Who are "These People"?
There is one kind of “people” who did the same things as the criminal but never need to go into jail. The criminal lie to fulfill their needs, “they” lie to fulfill their wants. The criminal rob by using gun; “they” rob by using power. The criminal kill by own hand; “they” kill with authority. The criminal rape when they see and need; “these people” rape even they do not see. The criminal sin in front of you; “these people” sin behind you. Criminal pay when they buy; “these people” take.
“These people” are different because “they” have better look, better life style, better job, better authority, and these become a better MASK. You will know when the criminal rob you but you will never know how and why “these people” kill you.
Offensive
1st, bus driver – not all, but almost all. I will see many bus drivers every day when I am on my way to and back from work. They have no brain; they always block the traffic (purposely). I do not mind if they are slow. The problem is, they have to pick up people from the bus stop but there is not many passenger s so they stop and they STOP in the MIDDLE of the MAIN ROAD. They BLOCK the way like they OWNED the road. They put everyone in trouble because their LIFE is in a MESS.
2nd, security guard – again, not all, but almost all. I always see them as long as I am working. These people always thought that they are the LORD in the company. They stared at you like you are the suspect. They purposely trouble your life if you are not their friend. They treat you rudely like they are your boss. They BARKED like a DOG when you are not listening to them. The worst thing is they CHECK your BAG as if you STEAL and you will be that STUPID to let them CATCH you.
Not to be offensive but almost everyone in these 2 occupations.
Sorry if anyone bus driver and security guard reading my blog. Sorry if you have anyone you love working in these fields. But, I will still hate them :)
Deep....
A successor will ask for a way; a looser will ask for the result.
A businessman will ask for how; a salesman will ask for the answer.
Someone who can be someone will know how; someone who can be anyone will only know why.
6/26/2007
Penag Bridge Run-Starting
All of the participants waiting for the start....Girls in one group, guys in the other group...and guys start the run half and hour earlier then girls...so, I didn't run together with my BF actually.
This is at the corner where we started to see bridge in front of us....
I am still amiling at the starting........ When get on the bridge, some of the participants started to walk in stead of run.
6/25/2007
Penang bridge Run
This is one of the best photo I took.
Red Bull Female Racer
Just right in front of KFC, I saw a sport car stop there, with a counter set up beside. Then I heard an announcement that Red Bull is looking for a female racer. I was so exciting, this is my dream still I was young. I always wanted to try car racing, it is my dream to become a professional racer!
We still need to go through an online test before they will do their selection. Only 12 women from Malaysia will qualified for the pre-selection in KL. If selected, you will have a chance for a year training (one week in a month) before you race for Red Bul next year.
I already started to dream of being a female racer now….although I am not selected yet….
My Birthday.
I celebrated my birthday only when I get into university. Hence, I am used to not getting any surprise during any big days. I have to numb myself so that I will not feel envy to all the surprise that my friends received at the starting point. Ended up, now I hardly feel surprise and show any happy emotion even someone did something to surprise me.
Finally, today, Francis really surprised me. Early in the morning, when I was about to go to work, I saw a bottle in my car with stars folded with straw inside it. He wakes up in the mid night to fold the stars after I slept for almost a week (no wonder he is so tired recently). While working, I received a call and they ask me to collect my bouquet at the main gate. Again, another bouquet form Francis, frankly tell you, my requirement and definition of a beautiful bouquet is quite high since I worked in florist before. I tell you, I like the bouquet that Francis sent this time.
During lunchtime, my colleagues treat me for a lunch in Swenson (will update about the food later). This is the first time I celebrated my birthday with so many people. I am happy today. After I come back from my lunch, I saw a well-packed chocolate on my table with a handmade card from the admin.
At night, Francis brought me out for dinner at Tao in AutoCity. Tao is a nice and beautifully designed Japanese restaurant. This is my first time in Toa (Again, I will talk about the food later). I enjoyed the dinner.
Thanks for everything to everyone who have celebrated my birthday for me. I am very happy and fell thankful that you all are my friends. Finally, sure I have to thanks my boy friend, Francis for arranging everything- including the new handphone.
6/23/2007
Birthday Celebration
Penang Bridge tonight!!
Wish me a very good luck....give me some moral support........I think Kenny Sia will be here also, wish we can see him:).
6/21/2007
Our Stories
As a couple, I think we have some stories that not every other couple has. First, he met my parent before he becomes my boy friend. Second, we spend 2 of our first and second year valentines’ day by delivering hand bouquet. Third, both of us worked as part timer in Gintel (selling massage chair) and become Malaysia top sales for 3 months.
It seems like is so complicated when I want to tell the stories. When I started to write, then I realize, actually, I can write it out by using just some simple sentence. It is always up to us to “expend” and decorate the sentence.