责任

我们曾经用跑得去做生活里的每一件事，然后，慢慢的，我们走的，再慢慢的，那脚步变得越来越沉重。沉重脚步上拖着的是一个死气沉沉的身子，身子上背着的是重重的担子，担子里装着的是一种叫压力的东西。压力为什么会存在？为什么会落在人的担子里？

压力因为人有责任感而产生。因为对父母，对家庭，对朋友，对社会，对每一个对自己有期望的人而负起的责任。为了父母拼了老命的读书，为了家庭不停的武装自己保护他们，为了朋友自己扛起一切的问题，为了社会不愿意丢人现眼，为了每一个对自己有期望的人光宗耀祖。为了所有的为了，我们背上了压力。

拖着脚步走了一段路，发现了身上的担子拖累了自己，于是停了一下想放下包袱歇一会儿。忽然，耳边有一股声音响起，鞭策我们，于是我们又不得不上路。就这样，为了所有的为了，我们没有了思想的能力，没有了生存的力气，只有不停走的耐力。

有人走了好长一段路，终于没了力气，停了下来，从止不再站起来向前迈步。他不是不能站起来，只是无法面对站起来后前面毫无止境的道路与脚步。有人有耐力也有意志力，一直拖着脚步走，到最后完全没有力气抬起头呼吸，带着重重的压力窒息而死。

Decision...

I decided to resign after 10 months in this company...it's not because of my boss neither the company, it's because I think this is the time for me, I need to move on in my life.

I'm lucky enough to be with a good boss since my 1st job after my graduation. This safe and secure job protected me in a comfort zone till I don't dare to jump out at all. Deep in my heart, I know i have to move on or else I'll stay in this comfort zone till the day I die....but the courage to move on dissapear day by day. Before it really disapear and before I choose to work and die peacefully in this company, i make the decision to leave....I'm looking for trouble in my life...to keep me young :P

While serving my notice period, there are still some uncertainty in my heart. I don't really know what will happen in future, I'm not sure whether i have make the decision but when my god brother told me this, I suddenly feel that i have the strength again. I share it out because I know you might need this sentense too.....

"In life there is no right or wrong decision. After u make that decision, it is your responsible to make it right."