1/23/2009

Work and Personal Life

Work and personal life should be two different world, it shouldn't be one. That is why I never let my work related contact become close friend to my family. I will not like if my family talk too much to those who are work related with me.

At lease, I will try my best to make sure that. I don't like if my work related friends to add my family member on there friendster and ask them things about me. For me, if you want to know more about me, ask me, I will tell you frankly. I don't like to hide, I don't like to lie, I will try my best to give you the answer you want.

Do not try get information from my family, come to me and I will give you what you want. Remember, work and personal life is two different thing!

The chance is there...but should i....

You I dreamed to change my life and I have a chance here....

If I say yes, I'm doing what I wanted to do for so long and I know I will learn and see totally different world. I know I will like it very very much. It's the moment that I have been working hard for. It can consider as one of the recognition for what I have done. The only concern is it will be very risky, I don't mind loosing but what about those depending on me?

If i say no, I will loose the chance that I have been waiting for 27 years...If I say no, I will regret for the rest of me life for never trying the one and only chance. I will close the door to the world that I want. I will remain the same at the same position until I meet another chance again at the right moment. The only thing is, I might never have the second chance...

God, show my the way, guide me to the right one and I surrender everything into your hand.

1/14/2009

I hate money but I need it the most

CNY coming but I don't have mood for that...this is after affect due to all things happened since Oct 2008. One bad incident followed by another during that period cost me a lot. I really hope that I work in those company which can still give 3-4 months bonus...

I really need to crack my head to think how to use my small amount of money to cover the big big hole....I love CNY but it starting to give me more and more pressure year by year. It's like I never earn enough to have a good quality CNY. This year is the worst CNY I have, I don't know how to help my family...

I really feel the stress, it really pushing me away from this responsibility. I am afraid of going back to my hometown now. It's too tired to stand still especially when everybody expecting you are suppose to do it. Really need God to help me, only God can provide now....

I hate money...but I need it the most.....

1/01/2009

New Year 2009

1st day of new year, pray that we will have a better year, pray that our house will complete on time, OC obtained on time, financial ok for renovation, financial ok for furniture. Pray that everything will go on smoothly. Pray that everyone in the family will be healthy, will be safe.

Mazuki Dinner-Nice




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