9/16/2007

Define Handosme

When I say you are handsome, I define handsome as anything with 2 eyes, one nose and 2 ears with good looking.

CSI and Criminal Mind

When I told one of my friends that I like to watch CSI and Criminal Mind, he told me that I like intelligent people.

Ya, he wakes me up. I like peoplewho can play music instrument, I like people who can draw, I like people who is informative, I like people who can lead, I like people who is successful. I always wanted to know successful people, I like people who can write. I always dream to meet Tun Dr Mahathir, I always hope that we can have a seat and I can listen to him talking. I always dream that I can know Liu Yong closer and not just to ask form signature but to talk. This kind of people will always attract my eyes.

I do not know why but I just wanted to know all the successful people, I feel that I can always learn from them even if I can have only 1 hour lunch with them. I really hope that one day, I have a chance to do so- may be with my job……….

Show me the way

After working for 2 years plus, changed 2 jobs, I realize that I cannot separate myself from human. I need to work in a industries which is full of human.

I work as a recruiter in my first job. I feel satisfy when I found the suitable person for the position. I feel happy with the job but I left the company because I want to see the world. I want to see something more prospect. Hence, I joined a multinational company as a planner; the pay is much higher (this is the only reason why I stay until now). The working environment makes me feel like I am a machine. No satisfaction from my job at all. The only time where I can feel satisfaction is the time where I organize some activities for my friends.

My sub-conscious urged me to left. I really feel like want to run out of the company. I think this is the time for me to really think about my future path. I am no longer young and I wasted (cannot say wasted, actually I learned and I realize that I do not suitable in MNC because of this company) 1 year in this company.

God, show me the way!!

I hope that i touch your heart.

I can easily get excited when I can help someone to fulfill their dream or even a small wish. Do not know why, if my friend tell me her/his wish, I have an urgency to make it for her/him. Of course, I am not rich, I am not superman, and I can only do things which are not expensive and not impossible.

When my friends they hope to go some place, if possible, I will arrange a trip where a gang of us can go together. When they said they want to eat something, I will arrange that all of us to go together. When they said they need someone with performance on stage, I will invite all of our friends to perform for them. When they hope to have a party, I will organize a party.

It is simple. I was born with this nature; I hope that every one of my friends will feel lucky to know me. I am not sure whether they feel so, but I am happy when I manage to organize a party or any activities for them. The satisfaction is more then the satisfaction that I have in my daily job.
Deep in my heart, I just hope that one day, even all of us are apart in any places in the earth, when all of us are already old, they will still remember there is someone name Angel who always want to fulfill their wish and dream. I hope that this can touch their heart. I really hope that I did something to touch their heart………

9/06/2007

A long Long Weekend....

Last weekend was a long weekend for me. My family came to visit me on 30 Aug. We have a good time until 1st Sep when my mother said that she felt pain near her stomach. I sent her to Penang GH, see general doctor and the doctor recommend us to see specialist on Monday.

I thought everything will be ok then. I brought them to picnic, and even have a seafood dinner at night. Things happened after the seafood dinner. My mom told me that she feel more and more painful now. She found difficulty to breathe now. Immediately, all of us drive back from Penang to SP at 1am. I sent her to emergency and she was admitted to hospital at around 3.30am.

I was so tired. Just imagine, wake up at 7am, go out for dim sum, go for shopping, and then come back for bath. In the afternoon, go out again for picnic until 7pm. Go back to bath and go for seafood dinner plus a short shopping at Tesco. These activities took around 17 hours.

After an hour driving back to SP GH, it’s around 2am in the morning. It took 1 hour before they admit my mother in the ward. By the time we reach the ward, it is already 3.30am in the morning, my mother was still in pain at that time, nurse and doctor ask a lot of things before we can really rest. By the time we can rest, I can only sleep on a chair. It’s hard to sleep; I can only take some nap. Doctors and nurses come again early in the morning at 5.30am. Hence, we didn’t really sleep at all. That means, we already awake for almost 24 hours.

I waited until my sister to take over my place at 8am, and then only I managed to rush home to have a sleep before I go to hospital again at 1.30pm. The first day was the worst. Next few days better since I bring the lazy chair to sleep there at night. It took 4 days before my mother discharged from hospital. I am tired, but this is not my concern…I just hope that these things won’t happen anymore.