Last day of year 2008....I'm lost. I don't know what can I do or what should I do. I don't know people that I have been know for so many years, I don't know new friends. I don't know if anything happened, where can I hide myself. I don't know what can I do if I don't want to stay here anymore. I don't know what can I do if I'm single, I don't know what can I do while everyone around me having their own plan. I don't know what can I do when I feel like I have the syndrome of getting crazy, I don't know what can I do when fell like I am lost of control, I don't know what can I do when I have no more energy, I don't know what can I do when no body care about what can I do, I don't know what can I do when no one care about what should I do...........