3/24/2006
2/22/2006
Am I doing things right?
I think I'm very calculative. When my boss want me to work extra harder which is existing my normal workload, I'll do, but for sure she has to pay for it. I don't feel that is too much right? We should be paid accordingly to what we do, right?
I won't get any OT claim if I stay back after my normal office hour. I don't mind about that, it can consider as my fault because I'm not efficient enough to finish my work in time. So, I don't think is too much if I wish to claim my OT when they want me to work on Saturday and Sunday. I don't think is too much for me to claim it according to my daily salary, right? When your company required you to travel to other location to wok, you should have your mileage claim right? So, is not my fault to claim it, right?
Come on, I don't believe that you don't think in this way. All of the employee think like this, right? If I'm at the managerial level which I earn more then RM 3000, then I'm ok if you said I shouldn't claim for it, but I'm not earning that much, right? Somemore my boss is one of the shareholder and she will get the profit sharing at the end of the quarter, so, what's my fault if I ask for a claim? Do you think it'll cost her more then RM 100? I think the worst it goes will be around RM 50.
Don't pretend like you don't care about it if you really care. My colleague pretend like she don't care about it and is my fault because I ask for it. Please, in fact, she is the one who also care about it. We did discuss about the case but she never said that it's not good to be so calculative. When it goes to the real point, she start to pretend like she know nothing and why should I ask for it. I think I'm stupid in this sense.I'm the one who become the bad guy, I'm the one who become the bad guy but when I get, she get.
Should I pretend like I do everything for company good, I don't care about my own benefit? Should I pretend like I don't care about my own feeling but company and bosses benefit? Should I pretend like I will live and die together with the company no matter what happened? Should I act like I fall in love with this company and everything I do is to help my bosses to earn money?
I should, right? Then I can bluff all of my bosses, then I can climb and move smoother in my career, right? I should, so that my bosses can earn more and more, then give some to me, right? I should, so that I won't be threaten and critic like hell, right?
2/09/2006
What's happening?
Don't know what happened? My life doesn't looks good and smooth since i started to work...I'm in a staffing company where i can help all my friends to get their dream job and all of their salary are higher then mind.... I doesn't mind if they get the higher pay if i get at lease the basic salary that a degree holder should have, the problem is, NO, i'm not getting the actual salary that a degree holder should get.
I can't claim OT, they want me to work on weekends for the career fair also i can get only RM 5 per hour and not my daily salary. I really can't see the point why i have to stay in the company. I really don't understand myself now. I keep on complaining about this company but still don't dare to take up the risk and try a new job.
As a young adult, i think my main concern is my family. i have my own commitment and i can't run off from the responsibility. I think may be is my own mindset who put myself in this situation. I really don't know what else can i do.
I can't claim OT, they want me to work on weekends for the career fair also i can get only RM 5 per hour and not my daily salary. I really can't see the point why i have to stay in the company. I really don't understand myself now. I keep on complaining about this company but still don't dare to take up the risk and try a new job.
As a young adult, i think my main concern is my family. i have my own commitment and i can't run off from the responsibility. I think may be is my own mindset who put myself in this situation. I really don't know what else can i do.
2/02/2006
ThE fIrSt DaY afTer ChInEsE NeW yEaR aLwAyS wIlL Be ThE lAzIeST dAy To WoRk, We HaVe No ChOiCe WhEn We ArE at The JuNiOr LeVel.
HaHa, the 1st pOst AfTer ChiNeSe NeW yEaR dOesn't SoUnds GoOd, right? :) HaIyA, wE NeEds TiMe To ReCoVer From the SaDnEsS right?HuMan BeInGs AlSo wIll HaVe Up AnD dOwN...So FoRgive Me, K?
HoW wAs yOuR nEw YeAr HoLiDaY? BoRed? InTeResTing? WaNt to sHare It out? ShArE it wItH Me!! :)
1/27/2006
A bad news before Chinese New Year...
Today, a bad news come again....6 suspects have been released.....Without any evidence. We can't do anything. None of us know what is happening and what will happen.
We don't know where are the real muderer/s. We don't know what are they doing and we don't know what will they do again. All ladies have to be careful start from now....We don't know what can happen....
Pray hard that all of us will have a safe and happy Chinese New Year, pray that all of us will be safe forever and ever too....Only GOD can protect us now. Now we must really take care of ourselves. This coming year will be better, I really hope so.
We don't know where are the real muderer/s. We don't know what are they doing and we don't know what will they do again. All ladies have to be careful start from now....We don't know what can happen....
Pray hard that all of us will have a safe and happy Chinese New Year, pray that all of us will be safe forever and ever too....Only GOD can protect us now. Now we must really take care of ourselves. This coming year will be better, I really hope so.
1/26/2006
Chinese New Year
Chinese New Year coming very soon after new year 2006. At this point of time, before the Chinese New Year, I don't really know what's my future plan and what should i do. Everything seems like in a mess now.
Looked for a house before this, failed. Looking for a job now, still in process. Friend pass away, still recovering from the sadness. That's y i said the starting is not really good for the year of 2006.
Emm...but new year coming, good news will follow up....I take action and finally attended the 1st interview (although a lot of company called but i never attended any). Although we still haven't move out but at lease we decided to stay at the same place. My fiend's bf stronger then what i thought and he recovered so I'm recovering too.
I know, we are going to start our new life and a better life after this new year. It's a year of mine. It's the year of prosperity and it's the year of blessing. I know our god will bless us with all we need and more then all we need...
I know good things will follow up after Chinese new year....Let's celebrate it...
Looked for a house before this, failed. Looking for a job now, still in process. Friend pass away, still recovering from the sadness. That's y i said the starting is not really good for the year of 2006.
Emm...but new year coming, good news will follow up....I take action and finally attended the 1st interview (although a lot of company called but i never attended any). Although we still haven't move out but at lease we decided to stay at the same place. My fiend's bf stronger then what i thought and he recovered so I'm recovering too.
I know, we are going to start our new life and a better life after this new year. It's a year of mine. It's the year of prosperity and it's the year of blessing. I know our god will bless us with all we need and more then all we need...
I know good things will follow up after Chinese new year....Let's celebrate it...
1/17/2006
GUYS!!!!
ALL GUYS,
Is time for you to prove yourself.....When all this cases keep on happening, is time for you to stand out and protect the girls beside you. Have you think of this question? If one of the ladies (colleagues, friends,family members) beside you become the victim? What can you do at that point of time?
NOTHING!!! Nothing you can do anymore when they are the victim. So, please, please....Protect them, don't ever let them to face this trauma...May be you can protect the ladies 24 hours, at lease make sure that she will not be the victim when you are with her. Don't dare to bring her to dangerous place just because you feel that the things won't happen.
Please, help all the ladies to look around. Be alert, no matter how, just tell her if you feel something is wrong then move to safer place. Help all the ladies, don't let them to be the next victim. You won't know what an animal think....Those rapists are the animals....
Lastly, if you feel that you really can't do much to help. At lease, control your mind. Don't let your mind to be out of control and turn you into an animal. Learn how to respect a lady. If you have a friend with this kind of bad habits to disturb girls, ask him to stop it, control it while you can.
GUYS, may be you will feel offended, sorry, I doesn't mean to, I just want to help. I don't want any of us feel the sadness again...PLEASE.
Is time for you to prove yourself.....When all this cases keep on happening, is time for you to stand out and protect the girls beside you. Have you think of this question? If one of the ladies (colleagues, friends,family members) beside you become the victim? What can you do at that point of time?
NOTHING!!! Nothing you can do anymore when they are the victim. So, please, please....Protect them, don't ever let them to face this trauma...May be you can protect the ladies 24 hours, at lease make sure that she will not be the victim when you are with her. Don't dare to bring her to dangerous place just because you feel that the things won't happen.
Please, help all the ladies to look around. Be alert, no matter how, just tell her if you feel something is wrong then move to safer place. Help all the ladies, don't let them to be the next victim. You won't know what an animal think....Those rapists are the animals....
Lastly, if you feel that you really can't do much to help. At lease, control your mind. Don't let your mind to be out of control and turn you into an animal. Learn how to respect a lady. If you have a friend with this kind of bad habits to disturb girls, ask him to stop it, control it while you can.
GUYS, may be you will feel offended, sorry, I doesn't mean to, I just want to help. I don't want any of us feel the sadness again...PLEASE.
Take care GIRLS
Dear All Girls,
Please take care of yourself, i don't dare to stand for this kind of news any more. All of us have to be aware, don't let these cases keep on repeating. Those RAPIST are useless animal. You don't know what will they do.
When you are their target, they will really do all those terrible thing on you. You need more energy to fight them during that time where we normally don't have the tie and energy. SO, The only way to get away from themselves is lower the chances to become their target and victim.
Please, pray for GOD protection. Pray to be more alert and aware with the surrounding. Be more careful....NEVER GIVE ANY CHANCE TO THE RAPIST!!!
Please take care of yourself, i don't dare to stand for this kind of news any more. All of us have to be aware, don't let these cases keep on repeating. Those RAPIST are useless animal. You don't know what will they do.
When you are their target, they will really do all those terrible thing on you. You need more energy to fight them during that time where we normally don't have the tie and energy. SO, The only way to get away from themselves is lower the chances to become their target and victim.
Please, pray for GOD protection. Pray to be more alert and aware with the surrounding. Be more careful....NEVER GIVE ANY CHANCE TO THE RAPIST!!!
To the RAPIST and the MURDERER
The Year of 2006 doesn't starts good. Especially when we found out one of our old friend being raped and killed in the 1st month of the year...............
Why?? Why this thing happened?? Why YOU must be a RAPIST and MURDERER?? Why when a girl is pretty she has to be raped?? Why when she was raped she has to be killed?? Why?? Why can't she spend her Chinese New Year together with her family, boy friend and all her love one??? Why can you spend your time with your family while her family struggle for her death?? Why can't you just SUICIDE when you found out you can't control yourself???
Why?? Why must You spoiled the happiness of her family?? Why must you spoiled her life as a smiley face in her family?? Why must you spoiled her dream to get married with her boyfriend in years time?? Why must you spoiled our dream to attend her wedding in the future?? WHY??
I don't know whether you can read or whether you will read or may be you don't even know how to read but I want to let you know that you won't ever to have your chance to enjoy the happiness that everybody have in this world anymore. You will be the shame of your family, your whole family, your friends....all of the person in the world will hate you.... FOREVER AND EVER.....
1/11/2006
Is new year again....
As we get older and older, the new year become like something sad.....Another year passed, more things that we haven't do....
May be we are not in the right and suitable career path, may be we failed to do everything accordingly to our plan last year, may be we planned to buy something this year, may be we planned to change a new job this year.....All of this become like just a dream that we are not going to come true...Without a right guidance.
This new year seems like start with not really good things...Who knows what will happen later? I really hope that everything good will follow....A little bit upset for these few weeks...Looking for a right job, right place to stay too...really hope that I have a chance to settle down and take a rest.....
May be we are not in the right and suitable career path, may be we failed to do everything accordingly to our plan last year, may be we planned to buy something this year, may be we planned to change a new job this year.....All of this become like just a dream that we are not going to come true...Without a right guidance.
This new year seems like start with not really good things...Who knows what will happen later? I really hope that everything good will follow....A little bit upset for these few weeks...Looking for a right job, right place to stay too...really hope that I have a chance to settle down and take a rest.....
11/22/2005
Good day will come
If you have followed up my blog since this few months, then you will realize that my life is still up and down. I worked but not in the company that I thought before, I my job but not the right job that people feel that I should do, candidate turn down offer at the very last minute, clients reject a good candidate....and so on.
Life seems messy this few weeks. Since they set a target for me, I failed to do anything. I have to close an order a day start from the day they set the target till the date line. It shouldn't be a problem for other sales line but I would be a problem for us in the staffing line. Why?It's because we are not the decision maker...
I send the candidate to interview, client can reject and critic the candidate, then ask for more resume or candidate go to work and they feel that the candidate are not up to their expectation. Client offer the candidate, candidate can still reject and said the payment is too low, the staff in the company are weird and etc. When this thing happened, nothing I can do other then keep on looking for suitable candidate.
Start to miss the life in university. After study hard for an exam, you have your time to enjoy your life. In the working life, you can only face one exam following by another without any rest. You will feel down and upset simply because the real world is really cruel.
Who knows what will happen next day? May be I found a better job by today? May be the judgement day come the next minute after you read this blog? Who knows? Only god will know...........
Life seems messy this few weeks. Since they set a target for me, I failed to do anything. I have to close an order a day start from the day they set the target till the date line. It shouldn't be a problem for other sales line but I would be a problem for us in the staffing line. Why?It's because we are not the decision maker...
I send the candidate to interview, client can reject and critic the candidate, then ask for more resume or candidate go to work and they feel that the candidate are not up to their expectation. Client offer the candidate, candidate can still reject and said the payment is too low, the staff in the company are weird and etc. When this thing happened, nothing I can do other then keep on looking for suitable candidate.
Start to miss the life in university. After study hard for an exam, you have your time to enjoy your life. In the working life, you can only face one exam following by another without any rest. You will feel down and upset simply because the real world is really cruel.
Who knows what will happen next day? May be I found a better job by today? May be the judgement day come the next minute after you read this blog? Who knows? Only god will know...........
11/18/2005
Don't trust this kind of mail!!!
I'm so sad of making this mistake...I received a mail from my candidate. The mail say something about a littlebaby that has brain cancer and mention that they will receive 5 cents for each mail that being sent out.
Normally I don't believe and I never forward but today, I feel like I should forward. So I forwarded to all the people in my address book. I done 3 things wrong;1) Trust the mail 2) Send mail without confirming the truth, 3) never check the people name that I send to.
Finally, this mail reached a "lady", she read that mail and she feel very angry because she feel that I send a junk mail to her. She is a busy lady, I shouldn't forward this kind of mail to her, Then she forwarded the mail to all of the people in her HR department, including her department head and my lady boss plus a complain letter. She purposely do this because I fail to fill in one of the position in her company when I first report to work. I send an apologize mail to all of the people that she forwarded the mail to say sorry and I'm in good intention but it ended up wrongly. You know what she said? She send another mail to me and cc all of them and said that sometimes things done is done, I can't say that did it in good intention. I know, I admit my mistake and I'm not killing anybody now, I just forwarded a mail mistakenly....If I killed a people I'll definitely get my punishment....
Now the issue become bigger because I spoilt my company's reputation and her boss might need to review our company reputation. How stupid am I to do this kind of mistake? I hope that she just send a mail to scold me, but in fact the mail being forwarded to all the person who shouldn't be involved at 1st. I'm really feel sorry to my bosses now, because of my silly mistake, I caused a problem to all of them.
Really feel bad, please, dun simply forward any mail anymore. PLEASE DON'T CREATE FAKE MAIL ANYMORE, YOU WON'T KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN JUST BECAUSE OF YOUR STUPID MAIL!!!!!!!
Normally I don't believe and I never forward but today, I feel like I should forward. So I forwarded to all the people in my address book. I done 3 things wrong;1) Trust the mail 2) Send mail without confirming the truth, 3) never check the people name that I send to.
Finally, this mail reached a "lady", she read that mail and she feel very angry because she feel that I send a junk mail to her. She is a busy lady, I shouldn't forward this kind of mail to her, Then she forwarded the mail to all of the people in her HR department, including her department head and my lady boss plus a complain letter. She purposely do this because I fail to fill in one of the position in her company when I first report to work. I send an apologize mail to all of the people that she forwarded the mail to say sorry and I'm in good intention but it ended up wrongly. You know what she said? She send another mail to me and cc all of them and said that sometimes things done is done, I can't say that did it in good intention. I know, I admit my mistake and I'm not killing anybody now, I just forwarded a mail mistakenly....If I killed a people I'll definitely get my punishment....
Now the issue become bigger because I spoilt my company's reputation and her boss might need to review our company reputation. How stupid am I to do this kind of mistake? I hope that she just send a mail to scold me, but in fact the mail being forwarded to all the person who shouldn't be involved at 1st. I'm really feel sorry to my bosses now, because of my silly mistake, I caused a problem to all of them.
Really feel bad, please, dun simply forward any mail anymore. PLEASE DON'T CREATE FAKE MAIL ANYMORE, YOU WON'T KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN JUST BECAUSE OF YOUR STUPID MAIL!!!!!!!
11/14/2005
Need motivation.........
I need motivation on every Monday morning. Everything seems not so good early Monday morning. Feel tired and lazy to wake up. I have Monday sickness!!!!!!!!!! Aiya, what happened ler? People who know me will know, I'll never say tired when I work.....
Emm.. I think is because this is not the thing that I'm interested in? Emm....... I think this is because I feel that I'm underpaid? Emm.... I think this is because of I need some motivation......Most of my close friends will know where is my motivation come from...:P
I need to read books...My idol's book!! Liu Yong (I'm not so sure what is his English name), is my motivation!! haha, so geli, sounds like my lover. No lar, I like to read his book but I'm not that kind of person who will go and disturb their idol's life, ok?!
I study his book since I'm in secondary school. Since I was a librarian, I study all his book in the library. His books influence my way of thinking a lot. I learned the reality of the life from those books and those books motivate me a lot too. When I'm down, when I'm tired facing the life, when I have problems, I'll read the books.
After working, I don't study his books anymore, although sometimes I read, but is just reading. I never enjoy the reading as last time anymore....I think is time for me to slow, relax my mind and just enjoy the reading rather then thinking of my work.
How about you? Do you enjoy your life? How long since the last time you enjoy your life doing the thing you like? Life is short, may be you should enjoy more at the same time when you work hard. Enjoy your day and God bless you :)
Emm.. I think is because this is not the thing that I'm interested in? Emm....... I think this is because I feel that I'm underpaid? Emm.... I think this is because of I need some motivation......Most of my close friends will know where is my motivation come from...:P
I need to read books...My idol's book!! Liu Yong (I'm not so sure what is his English name), is my motivation!! haha, so geli, sounds like my lover. No lar, I like to read his book but I'm not that kind of person who will go and disturb their idol's life, ok?!
I study his book since I'm in secondary school. Since I was a librarian, I study all his book in the library. His books influence my way of thinking a lot. I learned the reality of the life from those books and those books motivate me a lot too. When I'm down, when I'm tired facing the life, when I have problems, I'll read the books.
After working, I don't study his books anymore, although sometimes I read, but is just reading. I never enjoy the reading as last time anymore....I think is time for me to slow, relax my mind and just enjoy the reading rather then thinking of my work.
How about you? Do you enjoy your life? How long since the last time you enjoy your life doing the thing you like? Life is short, may be you should enjoy more at the same time when you work hard. Enjoy your day and God bless you :)
11/10/2005
I'm so angry today!!!
3 weeks ago, my car's break pads got prob, then i sent it to repair....then the mechanical said got a lot of thing spoil, then i let them proceed lor. i asked them to calculate the cost, then they said rm 350 and i agreed with that price then i go back to work. Mana Tahu when i go back to check, the price become rm 500. I was so angry that time, nvm, i pay. The problem is, after they repair, the car become even worst!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
At 1st only my break pads got prob, now, gear box also got prob, i went back to checked for 2nd time. I ask them to do it free to me, haha, this time he spoilt my thing but he never tell, he just put back and say ok liao.. After thet i found out still ogt prob, yesterday i go there and checked for the 3rd time. Then they said is not their fault liao, it is the car prob. ok, i refuse to repair by them anymore and i scolded them.
Today, i'm very angry with them and later i'll go back top their shop and just scold them again. You know why????i send back to the mechanical in my hometown that repair all of my cars before and he found out that THE MECHANICAL spoilt the thing that my mom just change the week before i go to repair the car and charge me for rm 500, after that spoilt again and i have to pay another time for it again. Totally i have pay up rm 1500 for it!!!!
I feel that i should forgive them but in the other hand i feel that i should go and scold them because they cheated me. I have to go and scold them once even it'll make me feel like a crazy women. I can't let them simply cheat people again and again!!! The shop afctually is located at a high standard place where all their customer are Officer or Management level people, that's why all the people that got cheated will scold them laudly so they feel that is ok for them to keep on cheating. Thta's why i should go and scold them in front of their shop for one time so that they will know actually some times people will get angry if they are over limit!!!
To all friends that stay in Penang, don't go to the mechanical shop that located near BUKIT JAMBUL COMPLEX. The shop is SI%NG H%IN. I'll confirm the name and let you all know. Never go to that shop! I don't want you all end up paying Rm 1500 for something which can be settle by using RM 500.
At 1st only my break pads got prob, now, gear box also got prob, i went back to checked for 2nd time. I ask them to do it free to me, haha, this time he spoilt my thing but he never tell, he just put back and say ok liao.. After thet i found out still ogt prob, yesterday i go there and checked for the 3rd time. Then they said is not their fault liao, it is the car prob. ok, i refuse to repair by them anymore and i scolded them.
Today, i'm very angry with them and later i'll go back top their shop and just scold them again. You know why????i send back to the mechanical in my hometown that repair all of my cars before and he found out that THE MECHANICAL spoilt the thing that my mom just change the week before i go to repair the car and charge me for rm 500, after that spoilt again and i have to pay another time for it again. Totally i have pay up rm 1500 for it!!!!
I feel that i should forgive them but in the other hand i feel that i should go and scold them because they cheated me. I have to go and scold them once even it'll make me feel like a crazy women. I can't let them simply cheat people again and again!!! The shop afctually is located at a high standard place where all their customer are Officer or Management level people, that's why all the people that got cheated will scold them laudly so they feel that is ok for them to keep on cheating. Thta's why i should go and scold them in front of their shop for one time so that they will know actually some times people will get angry if they are over limit!!!
To all friends that stay in Penang, don't go to the mechanical shop that located near BUKIT JAMBUL COMPLEX. The shop is SI%NG H%IN. I'll confirm the name and let you all know. Never go to that shop! I don't want you all end up paying Rm 1500 for something which can be settle by using RM 500.
11/09/2005
Finally the camp ended but the impact is still there
None of us going back as the same person before we join the camp. Every one of us have been changed. Come and join the camp and you will know what i mean!!!
Supper Time!!
All of us enjoying our supper at pool side but i think the hotel management feel like want to kill us because they have to clean up the place. :P
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